19 Children, 2 Teachers
In response to the school shooting at Robb Elementary School in Uvalde, Texas on May 24, 2022.
it’s like a drumbeat
irregular. uneven…
some.beats.come.quickly
some. come. slowly.
some are loud!
and others hardly a whisper...
most of the time i can tune it out
we all can to some extent
we need to
in order to continue
we make dry comments
about how we are desensitized
at this point
and we are
mostly
it’s the only way for
children teachers and parents
to carry on
but at night
when the lights are off
i wonder what their faces looked like
if their teachers loved them
as much as i love my own students
if they looked to their teacher for guidance
for help
the same way my students look to me
when someone drops a book in the hall
the only solace i have found
is reviewing the plan
what i would do
what i would say
i have spare sweaters in my classroom
they can be bandages
the strap from my backpack
or my faux leather belt
could be tourniquets
the tampons in my drawer
can stop a gushing hole
i have a t-ball bat
stashed near my door
i should buy a couple door jams
first we barricade the doors
with every table desk and chair
we open the windows
i'm lucky my room is on the first floor
i’ll yell for them to go
go behind that building
then down the hill
into the trees
find a house
find a car
just keep running
i’ll be right behind you
everything will be okay.
***
I wrote this poem the night of the school shooting at Robb Elementary School in Uvalde, Texas on May 24, 2022. It was a normal day of teaching for me, it was my dog's 2nd birthday, and it was the last day those children and teachers were alive. I can't imagine those horrible moments, but that is what myself and countless other teachers must do during every active shooter drill and after every new school shooting.
Now, I share this poem while a man who has killed 18 people in Lewiston, Maine, just last night an hour from my own home is on the loose, armed, and dangerous.
Please, for the sake of every child, teacher, parent, and person you know or will ever know, fight for change. No other developed nation has lost this many children at school. We must do better for our nation's children. And we must do better for our nation.
About the Creator
Kat Newcombe
I am a writer, teacher, and creator. I thrive on prompts and chase fractured ideas. Flash fiction and poetry fill my free time primarily, but once a year, I dive into the sleep-deprived ramblings of my longer NaNoWriMo novels.
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