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Talk about what can feel like an authentic old school wooden roller coaster ride, where one day it is all good times, fun, and games, ala slip-n-slide; Yet always with a pendulum swinging attempting to balance things out at all times, or just simply even keel, as seems to be the plan, so very true and tried.

Still you have to deal with every single issue, can let nuthin just slide on by, bringin along altercations knowin that opposite sides will inevitably collide; Various reasons or excuses are giving be it ego, principal, or possibly pride, outcomes varying from trips to the ICU to tippin up 40's of St. Ides.

With constantly changing variables you tend to learn to decipher the energy filling the night, then proceed to act accordingly no matter actin mad or overly polite; Whatever is warranted by current situation up to and including the typical fight or flight, standing tall with all 10 toes down or Casper the ghost it by disappearing out of sight.

Sift through all results imaginable while searching for any solution to your plight, weigh all pros and cons regardless the size of any perceived sleight; That started the current pile up of problems to combine, to build to such a height, figuring out what will have the largest effect on the reality called life.

Consider all origins for apologies to gauge if they are real, sincere, and contrite, or are games being introduced with there own rules to learn to deal with and abide; Allowing thoughts of 'real or fake' creep into your psyche to toss and turn in your mind, whether fact or fiction is what you want to find by end of this grind.

Solutions found can be what your relationship transforms to glue to bind, when all is said and done a lifetime of happiness may be what you find; Making each and every second spent as the perfect use of your valuable time, if your end game is walking down the aisle for marriage as the reason for your rhyme.