Choices and Changes. Changes and Choices. Go the direction of your choosing.

If a global pandemic has taught us anything, it's that we can make the choice to live the lives that we want because it can change at any moment. What direction will you go?

That's the best thing about life, and it can also be the scariest thing. You get to decide what you want to do with yours. We always have choice.

I remember back in college. I met this kid who knew exactly what he wanted to be when he grew up. He was going to be a small town doctor. He was going to be a doctor in his hometown in Georgia and make house calls just like his father did, and his father before him. Boy, was I envious. Growing up I had no idea what I wanted to be when I grew up. I’m not even sure I know now, okay I know more now than I ever did. At that time, I liked lots of things, and despised just as many. How was I going to narrow it down? Nail it down to a career no less!

The running joke when I was in college was that I changed my major every week, or at least quarterly. I only changed my major once officially, from civil engineering to rhetoric and communications(true story). I was however in constant discussion about a new class or idea I was exploring. Did I have a love for civil engineering? Nope. I was, however, very good at math in high school and I had a guidance counselor who was completely absent of guidance. I think I may have met with her once. She saw a kid with stellar grades in math, so engineering was the major for me, or so she decided. I got to pick the discipline, however.  I wasn’t completely oblivious.  I chose the college I wanted to go to for all of my own reasons, one being if I didn’t like civil engineering, they had other majors I was interested in.

In between civil engineering and rhetoric and communications, I went from landscape architecture to plant science to physical education to a love for marketing, to chemistry, to anthropology, and many more I probably don’t recall. At one point I was going to design exercise wear for Paula Abdul or work for a cosmetics company like Revlon. My plan was to formulate my own lipstick colors of course. Duh! I loved chemistry. Maybe Paula was going to let me dance in one of her videos! Cold hearted snake anyone?

From the first day to the last, I took a wide variety of classes: anthropology, engineering basics, and calculus. Every time, I’d take a class pointing to a career I was interested in, only to be bored by the class. It was quite the adventure. I would never trade it. Economics, art history, a smattering of everything until I started to take rhetoric classes, then literature classes, and communications classes both interpersonal and organizational. That’s when I started to light up. Lots of writing in there, which I wasn’t so great at in the beginning, and found to be drudgery. But, I felt its importance immediately. Self-expression, the communicating of ideas, I loved it. I wanted more of it. I wanted to be better at it. I even learned how to give a speech. 

What I really learned is that my ideas and opinions were valuable and it was okay for me to express myself. 

I interviewed for a reporting job after I graduated and got it. Here’s the kicker, it was as a sports reporter in a city so small I don’t even remember the name of it. Oh, and there’s the fact that I didn’t know ANYTHING about sports. Apparently, I was the only one who interviewed for the job…clearly. 

I love Bob Costas to this day, but I cannot do what he does. He is a sportscaster, as well as a writer. He grew up reading the sports pages and loving sports. I did not. I was not a sports loving kid. I can’t state the truth in that enough. I was NOT a sports loving kid. Like a lot of unloving sports girls, I took the occasional dance class and watched gymnastics during the Olympics. That’s the end of that sports story.

When you’re young, having to find your way in the world and discover who you are can be quite scary, actually as an adult too, but when you have some years on you, you realize that change happens all the time and it’s not as scary as you thought it would be; in your youth, not so much.

“Change is the handmaiden Nature requires to do her miracles with.”

Mark Twain

Change is inevitable. Choices are always available. One day at a time, one choice at a time, that’s how I’ve decided(see that choice there) to live my days, me and nature creating miracles together, or at least a life of my choosing. 

It took me a long time to decide that writing is what's best for me. I love inspiring others to be themselves, make their own chocies and do what they want to do. Bonus, if I get paid wheelbarrows of money to do it. I hope I inspire new thoughts in others, courage in others, and the willingness to laugh at life just a little bit more. Who knows what could happen! What's your passion? Tell me all about it in the comments. Share with your friends. Your passion could inspire them. Theirs could inspire you.