Faces with NikNames

People come and go from our lives. It starts from the time we are born. We remember faces and new names and usually will give that face a nickname, a way to remember that person, sometimes a nickname will do. Some PEOPLE stay for a period of time and SOME Peopel will leave either way they leave a stamp on your life. Some people stay in your life and will not leave any mark or bearing on your life whatsoever.

We choose who we want around us, who we want around our kids our family. We think we are making the right choices, are any of the choices we make right? Have you ever found yourself questioning your life choices, from the earliest memory you can remember to now. Why? Are you here? Did you get any answers if you ask? Would anything of been different if you had chosen a different path? These are all questions every single person will at one stage in their life question themselves and their entire life choices. We can not live with the what ifs and dos and don'ts, we have to live with the choices we make as a child, teen, and parent and as we grow we all learn to adapt to them. Those choices we have made our entire life.

I have always said, that every decision you make leads you to a consequence in your life that consequence can either be good or bad, it's up to you and yourself to make sure. it's the outcome you want for your life.

And that is where we circle back to those people who have come in and out of our lives who leave or don't leave a stamp while they walked this world with you. And everything stands still, while you remember and replay memories of old times. Time stops for that exact moment. You put your whole body mind and soul back in that moment, just to feel again, just to see if you could have made any other choice and question if it would have changed the outcome to where you are now in life.

I have learnt to cherish those that have chosen on their own to stay in my life, and share this ugly and unpredictable world with. These people are not direct blood relatives, these are people that have touched my soul in a way words can not explain and remain intween with my Energy. For what ever reason wants to be known, my blood family has barley nothing to do with myself or my children.

Once again choices are made by consequences given by Pathways choisen.

Thank you for walking this life with me,

Thank you for being the father,

Brother an at time the role of my saviour,

You are the light in my dark world,

You are the reality to my constantly changing thoughts,

You taught me word is my word,

My Respect is Earnt,

Never beg to borrowed,

You have taught me strength,

In my days of darkness,

You have taught me to be selfish to my own Family,

You taught me during times you will never know,

I was at my lowest,

You have picked me up,

More times than I can say Thank you,

I need you to know, You will never be alone,

This life or Whatever is to come,

I need to tell you through music or writing

I need you to understand,

This angry and nasty world I walk with you,

I need you to know, I will always be by your side,

Been 30 years since, I met you

And you are still saving me Today!.

Like our Energies feel each other waves,

There will never be a goodbye.

[The text reflects on the impact of people who come in and out of our lives, shaping our choices and leaving their mark. It delves into the introspection of life choices, questioning whether they were the right ones and contemplating the "what ifs." The author emphasizes the importance of taking responsibility for one's choices and steering life towards the desired outcomes. Additionally, it highlights the powerful moments of reminiscence, where time seems to stand still as one reflects on past decisions and wonders about the alternative paths not taken.]