What if

What if she let you in?
What If she took a chance?
What if she walked away, leaving in a glance?

Did she make your life better?
Would you let her pull away? Or would you hang on wanting her to stay?

She has grown accustomed to being alone.
The restless nights, staring at her phone.

Her mind is racing …

It's ok to remember the past, just don't unpack and stay.

She was a guarded girl, who carried herself well.

Looking at her you wouldn't know the pain she carried in her heart.

Her energy was contagious, bringing out that comfort.

Yet even surrounded by people she felt alone.

Look into her eyes they have a story to tell.

If you are lucky she will let you in.

She doesn't need you, she wants you.

She saw something in you that sparked her curiosity, she saw something in you which to her was worth exploring.

She can walk away quicker than she ever came..

Carrying on just the same…

She knows her worth, her heart is strong.

Searching for that person to whom her heart belongs.



Find someone who makes you feel warm inside and out.

She was a layered woman, like an onion.

She was rare. She stayed true to herself and others.

She didn't do drama. She would rather walk away than to be in a cycle of toxicity.

She didn't have to be anyone other than herself.

She craved strong arms wrapped around her.
Restful nights where she felt safe.

Being vulnerable isn't always a bad thing.
Allowing someone to see that rawness that rarity.

As she bit her bottom lip staring in his eyes she wondered what he was thinking.

She never wanted to change him, never wanted to cause drama in hindsight there was no drama that prevailed.

She was content, comfortable in his arms, with her head on his chest.

Just embracing the calm he bestowed upon her.

They shared the deepest conversations.

She only remains the same person he had met months ago.

She knew she was awesome.
She didn't have to be reminded how far she came.
If only she could feel safe forever.

Her nights consumed her thoughts as she wondered if her heart will ever be safe.
Where uncertainty never existed.
She is fiesty with a smart ass mouth, she is passionate about a lot of things, she gets excited, she may be loud. But she is also caring, kindhearted and loyal as fuck.
She doesn't have to pretend to be anyone else, she's fun and spunky, she has so many good qualities about her, her energy contagious and runs high, she can instantly change your bad mood, bad day with just a smile.



Don't compare her, she is unlike anyone you have ever met and nothing like anyone you will ever meet again.
Not one shoe will drop…
She is tired of being strung along.
Maybe she's a lesson.
Maybe her qualities don't match with most out there. Maybe she draws things out of people that they don't want to expose.
Maybe just maybe she is waiting for someone to go all in.

Or maybe people keep her at a distance because everyone they let near broke their hearts…

She was known for her gentle heart, even though hers was damaged.

She remained loyal to the wrong people, but she never felt defeated.

She may be jaded at times but if you can get through all those layers she will show you the sunshine after the storm.
She listens, she retains, but most of all true to herself she remains.