Welcome! To Hell Bitch

Welcome! To Hell Bitch

Someone ....anyone... no one. At the end of the day it’s no one that could really hear me nor understand me, but who fault is it? Can you really blame anyone when you don’t speak? Oh but I wonder why, could it be because for the times you have and just someone...anyone...could hv listened but didn’t and NO ONE ever did. Not even me.

We didn’t even know each other but it was our freshman year. I was as sweet as ever and opened to love; more than I probably should hv been tho, but I was, and it’s crazy bc the Kindi before High School was an asshole! wouldn’t give a nigga a time of day.

You just had to be my first tho ... my first person of me actually giving an ounce of dammm’s. I remember having this crazy huge crush over you like I was already all about you no one couldn’t tell me anything. Even with all the questions going around ...Ewww why him?....Girl he is ugly are you sure? ....and the most famous one HE IS SO MEAN AND SO RUDE HOW CAN YOU LIKE HIM??? Idk how could I?! bc to me he was perfect, with me he NEVER showed those rude and ugly ways and I was wondering how could I judge someone I just meant and dare I listen to those who was judging him from middle school. Only now I really fucking wished I had😕. It wasn’t never shown to me how ugly you truly was inside and out that year. We was just simply acquaintances that was known to be hella shy with each other and I mean scared to hold hands type of shy lol it was crazy it screamed sweet and innocent to me, like I never meant a shy boy like this. Your paws were so sweaty u was so nervous with me. I now ask why?! you asshole WHY was u so damm nervous!!?? Oh you told me it’s bc u say you actually loved me and u was always and still is in love with me. I’m not going to lie I knew he was but I had mistaken healthy love for toxic love, bc I never knew what love felt like until you but let me not get ahead of the story. Yea tho we was just dumb nervous so cute and so sweet at the moment. Being a gentlemen walking me to class holding my shit lol even buying me lunch dude that’s crazy lol

- Why the HELL You!