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Unrequited.

Love can be the most wonderful feeling in the world but hun don't you dare expect too much if you don't want to end up getting hurt.

By Patrixia Donne AbreraPublished 3 years ago 3 min read
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Because no matter how much you want to keep a person even with the best intentions you have, sometimes it just won’t be enough.

If it’s not meant to be, It won’t be. No matter how badly you wanted it. No matter how much effort you put into it. You can’t just force things to happen.

Thing is no matter how badly you got hurt, It doesn’t give you the right to hurt another person, to play with a person’s feelings, to use a person as an escape for your misery.

Never ever seek love when you’re lonely or just to try out. Love is a long-term commitment. When you commit, you don’t just look into the now but for more years into the future. Believe me, when you hurt a person there will come a time in your life that the universe will get back at you. It might not be immediately but eventually you will have your lesson. The universe has an unprecedented way of making us learn from our mistakes. And when it did, It’s going to make sure you’re not going to return to your old ways again.

I was hopeless romantic before dreaming of fairytales and castles but by this pain I endured-

I believe I can no longer love another being again-

I just had too much love to give that I ran out of emotions for them.

It was a wonder at its best but like any other fairytales, you can only wish for it to last a lifetime.

You can only wish for time to reverse and stop at that finest hour.

You only wish for time to reverse back when it was already 30 minutes past midnight and you're both talking over the phone about some random topic just because you never wanted the day end.

You only wish to had the time reverse on the very first carnival date you had and remind yourself how silly and careless you both were at the bump car, carousel, and those mini play stands, how you both caught a mini heart attack at the horror booth but at the same time felt secured because you were together, how you laugh your hearts out while eating cotton candy and hotdogs and how you'd wish afterwards to repeat it all over again.

You can only wish to go back in time at the very first movie date you ever had even if didn't came out the way you expect because it turned out way better than expected after it involves a long waiting line to the movie you both were forced to watched, a spilled coke and popcorn and a pouring rain of cats and dogs.

You can only wish to go back in time on the moment your lips first touched, his hands against your back and yours over his shoulder. It was magical beyond compare.

You can only wish to replay the scenarios over your head again and again, drenching yourself in the what ifs and what could have beens.

You can only wish for the pain to stop and let happiness flows endlessly.

But-- Reality isn't some make believe fantasy or fairytales because one day you have to wake up and tell yourself that there are other things in life that requires attention rather than having your feet sweep by a man.

It was marvelous while it lasted but reality can teach you a lesson you would never forget, so enjoy it while it last, you'll never know what's going to happen next.

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Patrixia Donne Abrera

One thing people would not want to do is mess with a good story.

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