Nothing will be the same

Love is never really to understand. Especially being a young age. Trying to be faithful to one person, While your 26 year old man .With a six figure job, gives an unhealthy ego to the young man. Now he accomplished so much at a young age. He feel like he can't do no wrong in his eyes. His mindset become his way only.

He a was in a very committed relationship with his childhood sweetheart. They been friends ever since they was 12 years old. Playing tag, spinning the bottle with each other.Led them to become a couple. They lost their virginity to each other.Their birthdays are 2 days apart. They are Aries by the way. They loved the same thing.Such as, colors sports food.They dislikes are even the same.Most importantly they loved each other.

So how can they get to a point.When now they same foundation that they was built on is now being destroyed.

One night while he was with his friends. Just celebrating, A bro's night out.They was going to a lounge.This lounge especially on a Saturday night was known for having the best looking females. Single, taken ,or even married. It didn't matter just know when you walk in this lounge. You either on verg to be single. Trying to avoid being taken. The last one marriage is on the rocks.

Him and girl was in the a perfect place. See this the only women he ever been with. He loved her. He was going to propose to her soon. Now he got this job. He said he was going to married her. But he wanted to wait until he get a job that he feels comfortable in.That he can take care of both of them on it.

The only problem, he hang around single men. It old saying married ,and single can't really hang out like that. different moves, different rules. Different outcome.

He and his girlfriend was very happy. He wasn't bored with her. He was just very guilable, and cocky. Now with this big time job. He was more of it.

Him and boys was just chilling in the lounge, popping bottles taking pictures.Feeling on the top of the world.

When you flashing money ,and bottles around it attracts attention. Both good and bad.

He see's this girl ,who was very pretty. very seductive. She was leading the pack of girls. He, and his boys had they own V.I.P section. She was like them celebrity girls that be on them movies, instagram, etc.

She was in all of awe him because of his job. She recognize him. He a mini celebrity himself. His profession is due to him taking care of famous athletes. Some females be lurking around because he the appetizer before the full course meal.

His new found fame was new to him. As she glaze in to his eyes.Every principle or morals. He had was quickly detoriating right before his eyes. His boys was egging him on. Peer pressure. No one to remind him that he ahs a woman at home.

He proceeded with the flirting, flirting leads to kissing. Kissing lead to sex. As he woke up in a hotel with a range of miss calls from his girl about his location at 730 morning.

He was confuse what happen. He return her calls ,and informed her that he was on the way. Lied about what happen. Telling her he was with his client and they party too hard. He wind up falling to sleep at his house.

She believe him. He was always truthful with her. He reached out to his friends to ask what happen.

His friends was bolsting, giving him props. As they talks he shakes his head in disbeliefs.

He arrives home. scared of what may happen. Wondering is his girlfriend gonna ask him some questions. He open the door. His girl is on the phone yapping it up.

He stopped an acknowledge her, wave then immediately went up stairs to the bathroom. He could still hear his girlfriend talking. He realize he has a lil bit of time. to get clean up.

As he gets clean up, he smells the perfume of the young lady he was with. as he looks on his body.Under his right ear lob. Known to his girl as his spot. Was a hickey, then his phone goes off with text message. It was the young lady thanking him for the beautiful night they spend together. He got so disappointed in himself.

He just got in the shower. just scrub his viciously and hard. To a point he scratch himself to bleed. As he got out the shower. He looked in the mirror. He feels so small.AS was 6'3 he felt so small.

He just compromise a 14 year relationship for a one night fling. Regrets was written all over his body.AS he goes down the stairs. His girl is still on the phone, talking. While the other hand cooking breakfast for him like she always do. He looks at her. He wants to tell her. Her smile sunken him some times. His hearts melt. he get butterflies when she smile sometime. He sits down at he table to eat. she fixes his breakfast,with coffee. Got his newspaper next to him like he like it.

He starts to eat . He couldn't even look at her. Guilt was killing him to a fault. After he was done she went to grab his plate to wash his dishes. He quickly walks up to her. Kisses her passionately. tells her repeatedly I''love you,''I love you. While she hold him. He start tearing up.

Next a couple of weeks, he was a fully devoted boyfriend. His thoughts on engagement is growing increasingly . He was ready to propose. He trying to forget that night, and it's total existence. He don't even really talk to his friends. anymore.

It was two days before her b day. He wanted to get her something big. She got a car already. She got all the designer clothes, pocketbooks. She don't need no more.

His love for her was real. He wanted to her to be his last,only forever. He wanted no one else. He needed her.

So he went to the jewlery pick up a 5 figure engagement ring. As he gets the ring, he jumps for joy.

As he speeding on the way home. He gets a call from the girl from the lounge. He looks at it kept ignoring .She start texting him. Saying ''I need to talk to you. He respond by saying ''I can't talk right know.

He arrive home. He got a bouquet a flowers, in his hands. He open the door. His girlfriend was at the kitchen table waiting for him.

He received a another text message. It was the girl.This time it was picture of pregnancy tests.4of them was all positive.

He shocked he drop his phone.In total shocked. His girl running up to him asking if he was okay. He couldn't even move, or talk. He in a fog. He can't breathe.

Ask he asking him what going on. He look at his girl. The women he wanted to propose too. How can he tell her. What happening .What he gonna do. He just jumps up and hug her tightly. Kissing her ,and telling her I' love you baby.

He holds off the proposal, the rest of the night he turn off his phone.

The next day he gets up. Immediately goes to the office. His day at work ,he was very grumpy. He was very agitated with everything ,and everyone.

The girl is still texting him. Telling him she going to the doctor at 3 to confirm it. Giving him the address to the doctor so he can come too.

He debating it, whether should he go or not. He decides to go.

As he drives away he hopes this is all a dream. Hell he didn't want to dream it. The only dream he wanted was with the woman he love. If this girl is pregnant. His fairytale life would become an statistics nightmare.

He reached to the doctor cross his finger than waited in the exam room.

He asked for the girl. The receptionists ask if he was her boyfriend. He quickly snapped

''HELL FUCKING NO!!!!!.Then sat down with his finger cross. Hoping, and pleading to the most high.That the pregnancy tests are false.

30 Minutes go by .The girl comes back from the back. She startled.

''O think you wouldn't come.Girl said.''Yea Yea ,what up,what the verdict.''

She got teary eyed .It positive it true.'I'm pregnant. He backed away in disgust. Pacing up and down in doctor office.

He busted through the doors to go outside. He went to throw up in the bushes.

''Are you okay.? The girl asked. ''Am I okay. he kept repeating it.''Hell no. I can't have a baby.Well not a baby with you.

''Not a baby with me ,you said.Girl replied.''

Yea with you, I'm married.He said.

''Wait you married,?She asked.

''YES BITCH I'M FUCKING AM!!!!!.He shouted

''First of who you calling a bitch, I'm far from a bitch. You the bitch for spreading my legs, knowing that you was married.Sleeping with random girls.Girl replied.

''NO THIS IS A MISTAKE.THIS NOT REAL THIS NOT REAL.THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPENING.!!!!He shouted.

He started to take deep breathe,'' Okay listen, You need to get rid of it. He said.

''Get rid of it. I don't think I can do it. Girl replied.

''What you mean, we don't even know each other. It was one night one mistake. You gonna keep a baby.A bastard one at that.''Come on lady. You can't be serious. Look I pay you. How much you want? He asked.

''Excuse me ,what you say ,Girl replied.''

HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT!!!! HE SHOUTED. ''Look man I can't have no baby by you. Me, and my wife ,didn't even have ours. Why are you doing this. You breaking up a happy home. He went to sit on the hood of his car.

''Look I 'm telling you right now, I'm not getting rid of this baby. You, and your wife problems that you guys business. You the only man I been with. Just take full responsibility. Girl said.

''Yea ,Yea, that right. How do I know I'm the father. You a hoe, you could slept with anybody. Hell I slept with you on the first night.I know I'm not the only dude to get the draws on the first night. You see me in the club ,you knew I got money.So you decided to trapped me. He said

''She smacked him. ''FUCK YOU!!!!!.I'M KEEPING THIS BABY MOTHERFUCKER,I'M GET YOU FOR EVERYTHING.SO ,YOU BETTER GO AND TELL WIFEY.THINGS ARE GONNA BE LITTLE DIFFERENT.!!!!!!girl said.

She went to her car ,and quickly drove off.

He watched her drive off. Now how he gonna tell his girl who he wanted to propose too. that he was gonna have a child with another woman.

It went for a one night stand to being forever attached. His phone is going off. It his girl. Calling him, he can't talk to her. He don't how to tell her. How he gonna explain to her. What happen. What gonna happen, Will she stay or leave.

He couldn't. He drove to a nearby bar. Went there to think about what his next move. They was on the roll ,Everything was good.Nothing was a dream. everything was a reality. He got his dream job as Sport agent. He brought her her dream home. She finished her degree. She achieved her goals.

They was the perfect couple. To a lot of people. Peers, family. Everybody needed them to be an example. Of true love.

She still calling his phone, but he at the bar getting drunk. Scared to go home. He was gonna have to address her. Tell her, this wasn't no secret he could hide he have to be upfront about it.

A baby is involved, and a child that needs to be raised.

As he driving home. There so many thoughts running through his mind. He didn't want to lose her. Over a mistake. Stupid mistake. He done lost it all. Whether she stays or go. He just know they would never be the same again.

As he pulls up to the house . He sees the light is still on. He got tears. building up in his eyes. The drunkness done wore off ,guilt, sadness disappointed, and reality is setting in.

The turning that door knob slow as possible. As he open the door. He see's his wife in the kitchen looking at him smile. But with each step he took. the light got dimmer. More dimmer. Until he got to kitchen table. His everything see the distress on his face. It completely dark.

She asked ''Babe what wrong, what happen. His head was down. As he lifts his head up ......

He broke down crying''' I'm so sorry He kept repeating. he got on his knees .wrapped his arms around her legs. Saying ""I'm sorry.