Love Of My Life!

Dear love of my life,

I remember when i first seen you. You walked around with a girl that you didnt love and she didnt love you. Both of you had treated each other like you werent even dating. That included cheating and fooling around while both of you knew of it. One day my junior year of high school i seen you for the first time in a while. I was bent over the water fountain getting a drink. Then i seen you and i felt like i had seen a stack of diamonds. It gave me instant butterflys in my stomach, I felt as if someone had zapped my tongue with a lazer. You were glowing, and i wanted to be your muse. It was the first time i have ever seen you happy. Soon after we had ended up at a football gave where you were trying to save me from a little pervert from school. It was so romantic. You gave me a piggy back ride and we were laughing so hard and just being silly. I think thats when i feel super hard for you. We exchanged numbers before you left so you could check on me and make sure the boy left me alone. Funny part is nothing much happened after that for months. We didnt text. I ended up moving 30 minutes away. Then about 3 months after moving i came back home for the summer with my Aunt. So I got ahold of you. I asked if you still had a girlfirend and if not did you want to hang out. You said that you two broke up awhile ago and that you would love to hang. So we meet up at our old highschool. We played around with each other all out side. We laid in a patch of grass and almost feel asleep. I pretended to make out with our famous football players statue. And from there we kept meeting up at the school. Somehow you had gotten your sister or aunts car and drove it up there too see me, I was so proud of you.

Chapter 2- Getting Deeper

I can still remember when i asked my Aunt if you could come over. I was so scarred, eve tho she was the cool Aunt. But to my suprise she had said yes. I was super excited because it was like you meeting one of my moms. You guys got along pretty good for the most part. And then you asked me to come meet your family and i died of fear inside. But to my suprise they were cool at first. Then you started coming to my aunts to see me almost every day. And one day everything changed. We ended up making love, for the first time i felt like i have been introduced to real love. That night you even proposed to me! It was so magical. But then you did something to me and my aunt told me to leave you alone because guys like that never change. Then i went right back to you because i missed you so much. Summer was almost over and i had to return home for my senior year of school. But to my suprise i didnt return home alone. I returned home with twins in my belly. I told you after a while and everything went downhill. I went from being super excited to super scarred for me and my childrens life in seconds. I had a big belly, and i was currently trying to hide it from my grandmother. Right after i showed you, I had your sister videoing me. Telling me to get rid of them and there not yours. And if i didnt they were going to push me down steps and kill them and hurt me. And they were way older so i was terrified for all 3 of our lives. In the mist of me hiding it from my grandma i ended up having my older sister take me to get an abortion. You also uttered the word get rid of them out of your mouth. So i did, i didnt want to be a single mom of twins in highschool with no help. That would put so much stress on my grandmother who is already raising me alone. You litterally left me all alone. You let all 3 of us die that day. But I still loved you.

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Follo