Down Low Brotha' Game Play

Yeah... This is what you think it is. My 'Man' had a 'Man'. One of the First things that I would like to say is that, if you are a woman reading this right now and you have a sick feeling that your man is into other men and he is lieing to you then you may want to go off of your instincts and do some investigation.

Now, I am a Freak to the 2nd power, but I believe that some are way more freakier than I would ever deem or want to be. To each their own, but not everything is for everyone. I will watch all sorts of porn and even some that are so odd that most would fall back with discussed (Like Caligula the Movie... Not quite a porn but...Check it out). I draw the line at R-Kelly type of sex. I do Not want to pee on you, in your mouth or use a but plug on you (my man) or ALWAYS play with your booty. Heck... OMG... I do not want to even sleep under the same cover with you, because you seem to have a Real problem with precum on my ass or jerking off every five minutes. I had to start tucking cover under myself just to keep you at bay. Trust... I appreciate the attraction towards me, but you are ridiculously horny and on an entirely different level than me on intimacy. You have even entered me, from behind, in my sleep, to get your jollies and it was so small that I wouldn't even notice until you were almost done. Then you would want to joke about how you was gonna do it again (randomly-while just the two of us lie in bed). News flash... That was not funny and you are a joke. "Why am I with you" was always my inner thoughts (from around a year into the relationship). Whenever, we would get into arguments about the pettiest of things, you would threaten to put me out (knowing the situation I had just come out of... But that's another story). You had me sign my name onto a lease that was apparently fraudulent, when I moved in WITH YOU from day one. You made me feel like I was living on a Porcupine's back, with your ever changing attitudes and emotions. You would make threats and then apologize and promise to "Never do it again". I stopped wanting to have intercourse with you, Not because I was in so much bodily pain all the time (from my diagnosed arthritis throughout my body, but because I was not interested in playing with your booty. It came to the point of where whenever we has sex, you were wanting it more and more and for longer periods of time.

When I asked you if you were into men, you said that it was my anxiety and depression (also diagnosed with) talking. Nuh... uh... I am not crazy and "If you are then just tell me". I had known this man for over 20 years and if the case was that he just didn't want his family or friends to know then that would have been fine. "I'll Be Your Beard!" was what I said (for those that don't know... A Beard is a female that plays the part of the gay man's Girlfriend or wife in order to fool the masses of the man's sexual preferences). Heck... I Did Not Care, "As Long as I have a Roof over my head and Bills Paid". HE stated that I was "Tripping". NO. Noww, I am understanding where all of the frustration comes from.

The man even had 7 biological children! I feel as though he is not a Gay, but a Bisexual. See... I Never had a problem getting his male part up, and from the sort of porn I would catch him watching (Chicks with Dicks... Men Sucking on strap ons that a Woman was wearing) and that sort of thing, I could tell that he wanted MORE. The frustration, I think, comes in because he can't Openly express his Love of men, without being outcast by those he trusts and love. I mean...After I had him removed from the home a lot of things were brought into the light.

Why did I have him removed? That's ANOTHER story, but just know that it was a doozy and if you want to hear about it let me know. Just know that his behind is Now Behind Me.

I Discovered his messages to and from "Keisha" or Kevin (this was the person he told me was his cousin). Kevin would come and pick him up for work (mowing lawns) on a daily basis. I was suspicious of this person (that was a transexual) the entire time, but...to keep it real with you... He would come home so happy and had money in his hand, which was the reason I was okay with it. Also, I rather started enjoying him being gone All Day so much that I Never even called to 'Bother' him. It was a blessing in disguise from all of the horniness this man displayed all damn day long. I just started not to give a f***. Back to those messages. I also saw other messages to other females (now... mind you... he kept everything archived before because he did not want me to see these messages) that were plastered all throughout his inbox (I'm talking naked pics and sexual talk).

Finally, I decided to press charges on this man (never mind the type of charges) because we had that FINAL Blowout where he Tried to make Me Leave My Own Home and threatened me for the Last Time. That's when I Found Out that he was on the Dangerous Sex Offender List and everything. Can You Imagine? I mean... I Knew this man had a record, but Not for anything of the sort. He was a Liar, Manipulator and Predator that needs to be Stopped. Who ever thought that I would ever be in an Undercover Down Low Relationship, at my age, with what seemed to be an habitual lying scumbag. This was an experience that I wouldn't wish on an enemy.

If You or someone you know is dealing with a man that she feels may be sleeping around with his partners/male friends, pay attention. You might be right. I Hope you are using protection the Entire Time (I WAS NO FOOL... I did, even though he wanted Not to... PLUS STILL was tested after).

Trying to keep the stories short but informative. If you would like to know more details in this particular story, let me know. -Thanks for Viewing