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Through our conversations, I guess you can reference why I titled this for you! Let me first say that I hope you are relaxing and enjoying your time!

You tasked me to guess two songs from Ginuwine that are your favorite and I will list them at the end of this passage. First, I want you to think of Prince’s song, “Somebody’s Somebody” as to why I’m single (still) and I also want you to think of Jesse Powell’s, “Ooh, I Like it” when I can’t describe why I can’t take “no” for answer when it comes to you!

This is going to be long, so bare with me please! No grammar check, just straight from the dome.

A lot was said the other day, a I UNDERSTAND your valid concerns! You found every reason for us not to be together and I hear you. Can you please listen to my reason as to why I want you in my life?

I never stayed on the phone with someone for that long and ended the conversation refreshed. I can only speak for myself and our dialect in general challenges me to be better for you and gives me a sense of connection.

Not going to sit hear and tell you it will be roses all the time. I will tell you that you will be the center of my life. Yes, I have children and I’m asking you to work with me, even though your past was not a good experience.

I think about you more than I let on and I want a connecting relationship that is more than sexual! Yes, I will take my vitamins and I’m working out to give you the best physical sessions you could possibly imagine, but I firmly believe it all starts upstairs!

Yes, I’m swinging for the fences, but I want to show you that you are worth the swing. My dedication for you is something I’m willing to put forth every single day as long as you let me.

Conventional wisdom says that I was supposed to turn in my chips long ago and give up on you. I don’t want to be great for anyone else, I want to be great for you!

I stopped caring about what others think about me a long time ago. I know you see a bunch of moving parts over here, but I promise you it’s controlled chaos.

I can’t say that your past experiences won’t warn you about some things you might see in my situations, but I’m trying to be as transparent as possible and I’m working on fixing things for you and I!

You said you had some concerns about my “on the job” performance with being in a relationship, I say that I witnessed failure so many times, that I’m ready to do it the right way now.

You have concerns with my kids. I can only tell you that I will teach them to respect you, as they respect me.

I’m asking you to give us a try. You had questions about my thoughts on paying for dates. I don’t mind, all I ask in return is just give me a fair chance.

I will structure my life to please you! I will also structure my life to be completely honest with you.

I have never pursued a woman like I have with you. Talking to you is easy and I don’t want to loose that! I felt so deflated after our conversation because you closed the door on my hopes and I understood why.

Even though you closed all hope, I still drove myself crazy trying to forget about you these past hours!

I know you said you didn’t want a “build a bear” project and that could be unfair for you. I’m just asking you to cross the end zone with me and I promise to give you a feeling like you never had before.

All the signs are telling you no, but please listen to me and allow me to figure this out. I don’t have all the answers but I have all the effort to show up! I will never sit here and tell you that anything is guaranteed, but I believe that all things will work out.

I want to get to know the lines on your hands with my eyes closed. If that takes the rest of my days, then so be it. I can’t put my faith in much, but only ONE and as long as I have a good sound mind and strength through my body, I will always give you me best, just please open up and receive it!

This is my LUV letter to you and I’m trying to find out something, but I need your help.

Can we start with just one date? Let’s just spend time together and have fun. No pressure no promises, just you and I talking and having fun. It can be as relaxing as ever, or high-end with all the bells and whistles.

Why? Because you excite me and I cannot put my finger on it to save my life! I’ve been told “no” a thousand times, but something is telling me to keep showing you that I want to explore us!

Now, to say I was thinking about you is an understatement! I hope you are smiling right now. I hope that wherever you are when you read this, please give it time. I’m here working on me.

Closing, I have to guess that your two Ginuwine songs are “On My Way” and “Tell Me Do U Wanna”. At least tell me if I was right or not.

Enjoy your trip, have fun and know that I care to see this through. Relax and I hope to hear from you!