Passing by the girl in the heart

Xiao Bao is a warm-hearted boy. At first glance, he looks like a very diaosi, but in fact, he is a philosopher at heart. (This has nothing to do with praise or criticism, I mean that he loves to explore human nature, which is easy to be disappointed by the world.) When I first met him, I only thought that he talked so much. His long-winded words made people not know what he was talking about, and sometimes he intermingled with a few English words, which made me a headache for those who could not get the point in three sentences.

Therefore, in the first three years of college, the communication between Xiao Bao and me was limited to scolding and mutual contempt.

He despised me for being cocky, and I despised him for being a fake.

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Then, by chance, we became very good friends and one of my few soul mates.

Even though I think he's one of my few soul mates, maybe if he was a little better looking I could make him my soul mate. The biggest difference between soul confidant and confidant is that blue Yan and I will gently say good night, although sometimes ambiguous for a while to really good night. But soul friend, grabbed the phone is "your uncle, Lao Zi tired to death... & (......) (...) (A thousand words omitted from endless teasing).

But I was only one of his many confidants.

Xiao Bao long not handsome, not tall, no money at home, how to look is a diaosi, but there are a lot of girls around, but also a lot of beautiful women.

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Xiao Bao's first love was Miss sweet. Miss Sweet is one of those non-aggressive looking girls that is popular with both men and women. Her smile was sweet, her eyes curved into little crescents, and her porcelain skin radiated a youthful, fragrant glow. And the important thing is, he's a good painter.

But Miss sweet is too much of a child, and of course, being in her twenties and being a child is bullshit. But Miss sweet is like a child. It's not like she's out of the mud, she's just too well protected. In the hands of parents carefully cultivated, without a little outside interference, so smooth and healthy growth without desire.

Until he becomes an angel in our hearts.

Exists in the precious heart of the pure land, is carefully stored.

But Miss sweet, simple as a child, was in love. The object of love is the big-limbed athletic boy that spiritual people like Xiao Bao despise most.

Miss Sweet's love is as sweet as her name. When she and her little boyfriend walk hand in hand in every corner of the school, Miss sweet's smile becomes even sweeter, and the overflowing happiness only makes Xiao Bao's deep bitterness stir more.

Yeah, I love you so I want you to be happy, but I'm not happy, because I'm not making you happy.

Xiao Bao could clearly see the gap, and he knew that he was not worthy of Miss sweet. Mr. Toad should have been lying quietly in the pond, looking for a Miss Toad to give birth to a bunch of toads, instead of thinking about Miss sweet living through countless sleepless nights and killing his decadent youth with beer and cigarettes which he thought was created poetically.

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The second girl Xiao Bao likes is Wang Yueyue.

At this time, the love is different from the love that young people like Miss sweet, who gave silently without asking for anything in return.

This is an aggressive like.

Xiao Bao likes Wang Yueyue because she is the first woman in his long life who makes him feel confident.

This beautiful, amorous woman makes every male want to release all their hormones.

Empty your wallet, too.

At this time, Xiao Bao is not so rich, but he knows Wang Yueyue's good.

Although he does not treat Wang Yueyue like Miss sweet, but he is always ready for Wang Yueyue, even if there is a request also never show. Although Wang Yueyue only as a can confide in, can act in pettish, can show their all heterosexual friends.

In the eyes of outsiders, Wang Yueyue is a beautiful, passionate, gentle woman.

But in Xiao Bao's case, she is just a willful, selfish girl who even doesn't wear makeup.

She enjoyed it, so she couldn't leave Bao, but she would never be with him.

Wang Yueyue selfish let her feel at ease to enjoy the good of Xiao Bao, and Xiao Bao in Wang Yueyue body built up confidence also let him always never abandoned Wang Yueyue.

Xiao Bao understands that he is rich enough to get Wang Yueyue, he is not in a hurry, because for Wang Yueyue's love is not so urgent.

Wait, wait, there are so many Kings in this world.

But Miss sweet, think of it as a dream.

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Of course, Xiao Bao was liked once. Although little ear is not so pretty, wearing thick glasses, red skin wrapped in not look old baby fat. Qi Qi bangs, low ponytail, bloated cotton-padded jacket, in winter will hold a hot kettle on the back of Western economics about Xiao Bao to self-study.

Xiao Bao will go out when Miss sweet refuses his dinner, when Miss Wang Yueyue finds a new love. Xiao Bao would accompany him in the empty study room and wipe his glasses from time to time but listen to his little ears carefully.

Xiao Er stared at Xiao Bao with a pair of small glasses and talked about what he had seen, heard and seen.

I listened to him talk about places he had never traveled but seemed to live there, about historical events that he could recite backwards, about stories that were buried in the dust.

Except for feelings.

Winter is over, Xiao Bao's story is almost finished.

Ear went to study with another boy who was wearing his own shirt and carrying a copy of Web Design and Production.

Slowly, they began to hold hands on the study.

And then, there's no more baby.

But Xiao Bao is very grateful to Xiao Er, Xiao Er is the first girl to listen to him, Miss sweet will only talk to him about cartoons, novels, and everything that has nothing to do with reality. Wang Yueyue has been telling him his new love, old love, new love to become old love.

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A few years later, Xiao Bao and cc were getting married. Although none of his former beauties came, he received their wishes, "Be happy -- sweet".

"She is not suitable for you, I don't understand why you marry her -- Wang Yueyue"

Ear didn't send anything. She doesn't even know.

Xiao Bao's mind wandered and he faced cc in her wedding dress.

Is this really the woman you want to marry?

This beautiful, intelligent woman. The woman who told Xiao Bao "I don't love you" just last night.

Xiao Bao does not know, he knows cc's story, and he also knows how a beautiful girl like cc can choose to marry Xiao Bao unless she has suffered multiple injuries.

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He knows too many stories, about cc, about Wang Yueyue, about sweet, about Xiao Er.

He has been silently accompany them through a period of time, let them freeze into a beautiful landscape painting remains in the depths of his memory.

Xiao Bao still chose to run away from marriage. The moment the ring was about to slip on the cc finger.

He saw cc's long exhaled breath, and Xiao Bao knew that after all, he had helped cc make the decision she dared not make.

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I don't know how to write the ending, I wrote a few endings, eventually deleted.

Maybe unfinished is the ending Xiao Bao wants most.