A window

In response to the challenge JBaz 'Silent thought' Challenge. You can read more about it below:

But I finally clicked when I read this. I can be incredibly, mindblowing dense sometimes. Check out Paul's emtry here:

I really didn't intend on writing this tonight but I had a glass of wine and it seemed like a good idea. No editing except right clicking of various coloured squiggly lines in word. Tomorrow, I will regret it. The wine. And the writing. And the not editing.

I don’t suppose It matters much really- All told- He’s happy with whatever I put in front of him these days- Except that- None of that anymore- We used to be so…Well- you know- Come on Clara- you can’t think like that- You knew what you were getting into when you said I do- Saw it with your sister-And it was a lovely wedding afterall- Everybody said so- Best wedding they’d ever seen- I suppose they’d have to say that- it would be rather uncouth to say anything less- but that cake- Marnie did a good job bless her soul- Now that was a funeral- such a lovely send off- Funny really how they just disappear and then- Well- you know-mustn’t think like that- can’t be morbid- Besides our Jerry’s coming down for tea at six- I told Brian to be back from the pub by 5 but I doubt he’ll make it - Never mind- We’ve had a good life all in all- 5 grandchildren to speak of and another one on its way - You didn’t do too bad for yourself all things considered- Remember that Vera down road- Tough life of it she had- Husband left her and all that commotion -They reckon she met a fella- Michael Jones they call him. Haven’t seen her – Not since she upped and left that night- But I don’t know nothing about that. Not one for gossip am I really? Keep your nose out of other people’s business.-That’s what I say – But it was the most excitement we’ve had down here since Barbara Windsor left EastEnders Well that and the Coronation- But that was a long time ago now - Beautiful that was- I remember it like it was yesterday-And all them jewels- Being a kid and seeing all that- Never forget it as long as I live- Exquisite she was- A real princess- I still remember her shaking my hand like I was special- Born for the job she was- I didn’t expect her to go before me to be honest- Bit of a surprise really- considering I mean that husband of hers a silly fool but you couldn’t help it- liking him-The day he told that photographer to take the fucking picture- That’s what he said - Didn’t half make me giggle- Now him you saw coming- It looked like he’d been dead 10 years already before he passed- But her- Not on your Nellie- I never thought it- But that’s love for you isn’t it- Broken heart that’s what she had- I don’t know what I’d do if Bryn popped his clogs tomorrow- No idea at all- But mustn’t think like that- Can’t let that kind of thing get in your head- It’s like a maggot- innit? One of them- hundreds of them all chomping on your brain- Making you think things you shouldn’t be thinking- Besides- it would be better really if he went first- He’d be lost without me- He’d pickle his liver in a week- The thing about it is he likes my pies too much so he always comes home when he’s hungry - but what would he do if I weren’t here to make ‘em- Nothing I imagine- He’d starve himself to death- And Griff would never get his biscuits- It’d be a shambles- No better that way- Those begonias don’t look too healthy- I’m going to have to start taking more care of the garden- Now Clara think about what your mother told you- The house isn’t going to clean itself and the men need to be fed- They’re the breadwinners after all-- And look at you here - sitting around thinking about nothing- There’s things to do- And you still need to go to Nancy’s to pick up the bake stones- You should have made them yourself- You know how Jerry likes them freshly baked- But- there’s just so much happening it’s hard to keep up with it all and now our Sheila in the hospital- How she managed to fall on the ice- I’ll never know- I need to take her some flowers later- Visiting hours- what time are they again- I think it’s between 12 and two- I’ll need to check- She had a lovely bunch at her table yesterday- The scouts got them for her- Gorgeous they were- pink and red carnations- Maybe I should just take her a magazine- Right come on old girl- The pastry isn’t going to roll itself-