Owl Critic
The Story of my Father and What He Did to Me
Butterfly, stroking upon my hand as you pass
Little did I know you would rise beyond the mass
From the feeble design you once showed me
To the beholder of everything I could ever see
Yet like always you ripped off my palm
And left with no emotion other than calm
And you’re gone again
“Will you return” is always my question, butterfly
Because I wonder if you will ever be there for me when I cry
Tough I know the possibility of that will be cut short
When you mock and tease me as though it were sport
Maybe if I make a scene, you could take me to court
But I suppose you would be the one leaving with an escort
Is it wrong for me to desire such a future?
Is it wrong for me to pray for that day?
Is it wrong for me to want you to go away?
Everyone tells me I am being too cruel
But that’s only because I’m not your fool
Unlike them, I can see past your bright wings
I can see the one who is pulling the strings
The one who has the power to dethrone even kings
And you’re gone again
Are you afraid of my words, insect?
Are you afraid that others will soon inspect?
The people whom you once called dumb
To see the monster that you’ve become
Perhaps then you will finally succumb
Every rose has its thorns
But even the sharpest one mourns
Because it is not like you, good sir
It won’t only speak in a slur
Instead it will speak words of peace
Not waving its hand around for a cease
I do not mean to make you mad, butterfly
But please take your gaze away from the sky
Look at what legacy you have created
This longing pride is something you’ve long awaited for
But please do not do all of this for pride
Do it for your family who has done nothing but tried
Wasting away like death will solve no problems
Instead it will only lead you straight to the bottom
Open your eyes butterfly, butterfly, and see what you had
I’m surprised seeing your family suffer doesn’t make you sad
Am I missing some sort of clue?
Perhaps those diseases have gotten to you too.
Oh do not leave, pretty butterfly, I beg
I am willing to trade an arm and a leg
But will that be enough to satisfy you?
I feel like nothing changes no matter what I do
And you’re gone again
My words cannot make you happy anymore
It seems whenever I speak you fly to the door
Not a wave or goodbye, I thought you cared
Or maybe it is simply because you are scared
Maybe you do not want to lose your wife
Without her, you cannot function through life
Maybe you actually do want your children
But in your storybook, they are only the villain
I can assume that I struck another nerve
I just don't understand why you refuse to observe
And you're gone again
We are used to your absence by now
Yet you always fly back despite your vow
Will you not leave us alone?
You already have your throne
It doesn't lie with us any longer
But without it, we have grown stronger
No longer chained to your wealth
And certainly not your poor health
We grew our own wings while you were gone
And we will all leave when it is finally dawn
Say your final words while we remain
But just so you know, they will be in vain
The others may care to listen, but I do not
I no longer want the comfort that I once had sought
So take your games and use those wings to fly
None of us desire to wish you goodbye
And you're gone again
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