LOVE YOURSELF

She was a girl who never had enough love. She was always afraid that her grief would turn into death. She was looking for friends. She didn't like anyone enough to be friends with them. I believe that everyone deals with this at some point. The solution is to love yourself and be your own friend.

She was worthy, but no one acknowledged it. no one noticed. maybe even because it was too different from the others. but that doesn't mean it's not good. the only thing is that others do not see any good in it. being different is a huge gift. a gift that only you have been given. only those who are different can change the world. it's true that by being different you lose a lot and others see you as a fool, but on the other hand you also gain a lot because you have created something new that others cannot. whether you were loud in the silence, happy in the sad mood, angry when you should have been happy. that's you. and be who you are, because everything else is already taken.

that was her. despite wanting to take her own life for it, she remained different. went over the red line. and accept it for what it is. you can't really change, nor should you. but you can change your mind about it.

i know that sometimes your parents don't understand, but you have to know that they love you immensely. take care, too. until you love yourself enough, you will suffer and never find your potential. you start to do drugs, drink and even commit suicide. do you really think this is the solution? is far from a solution. you have to clear it with yourself. it's all energy. it's all in your head. overcome what ails you, really be you.

if you're lonely and don't know how to love yourself, believe that someone is probably looking for you as much as you are looking for them. they will find each other and love will be kindled. the flower will open. bad thoughts are driven away by the shoe. out of all the people you meet, there is at least one who is like you. and you'll find it tomorrow, in a few months or a few years. when the time is right.

her parents didn't like her. no matter how hard she tried, she never got love back. her grades at school dropped, angering her parents even more. she was a terrible daughter. but was it really? she didn't understand why her parents conceived her if she didn't exist for them. it was exhausted. she was losing friends. some have left her, others have been left by her. even though she really wanted them badly, she didn't and couldn't take them back. she knew she had to clear it up. her energy wasn't right. it has taken too much negativity into itself. she suffered so much that she went into drugs. smoking weed, using heroin. she just felt better in this world. even harmed them. why not. because no one likes it. but to be in that state for life? of course not. she was aware of that too. but she refused to give up.

once she went to the seaside with her parents and saw this person. the person she has been searching for her whole life. they quickly saw each other. they started talking. they were so much alike. she couldn't believe she had met the person she had been waiting for her whole life. person helped her with her treatment. she no longer harmed herself, because she recognised it.

this girl is not me. but I know a lot of people like that. i understand, but if you see too much negative energy in the world, it really won't be nice. you have to love yourself and not let others harm you.