Times

Having guyfriends are a trip.

We did cheers for my being single/free.

For other things like their accomplishments too.

Even spoke of my lacking lingerie, because I threw those in the trash, almost burned it all outside.. Would’ve been more rewarding.

They were saying how important it is for me to buy some.

Help my "confidence" and all that.

We talked about what kind of guy I should attract.

Then talked about viagra.

I laughed my butt off, but they were serious.

They made me laugh so much.

We drank white wine, turned into my favorite.

It was tart and a little almost sparkling… 2 wine glasses and that heated me up so quick, I think a third would’ve gotten me tipsy.

I really needed that time.

To laugh. To joke. And feel more comfortable.

They complimented my dress, said I grew up too fast.

I laughed.

These guys I could count on even at 3am.

My Booking.com brothers.

2 of 3 of them have their gun license, they showed me their guns and we talked about going in January, possibly for my "birthday". I’ve always wanted to go to a gun range. That’s one of those bucket list things.

I don’t want my own gun though.

I told them about this recent creep.

I was out and about, my luck… This guy said I looked beautiful, then said he was looking for a sugar baby if I was interested.

I told him I wasn’t.

He insisted, because he said he could feel there being chemistry between us, I told him he needed to leave.

That he was barking up the wrong tree.

He gave me his business card if I changed my mind and that he’d offer me a weekly allowance.

I ripped that up and told him to have a great day.

What a loser.

He told me he’s married and they’re unhappy, I told him to talk to his wife about it.

They all laughed and said I should have 2 sugar daddies and then we talked about onlyfans..

2 of the 3 of them said how it’s a great way to make income and blah blah blah.. 1 of them said it’d ruin your future, especially for women and how it’s degrading and ….. I agree.

I couldn’t do something like that.

I don’t care how potentially sexy I feel.

I feel like certain things should be private.

I remember shaking my head..

Can’t take them too seriously.

We walked near my Taekwondo studio and I showed them inside, they were impressed and said they’re so proud of how I’ve been thriving.

I’m proud of myself too.

I’m so excited to start my vision board.

I’m hoping to make time for that this weekend.

Rereading old conversations, he wrote me.

Saying "Go Croatia", even with the little flag, I smiled so quick..

He’s teasing me.

I had to google if there’s a game and of course there is.

The game is tomorrow Croatia VS Brazil.

I told him he shouldn’t start something he can’t win.

I’m wondering if he’s going to be doing that more often?

I miss him, you know?

Especially being playful with him.

I can be a tease too.

Going shopping this weekend for a cocktail dress.

One of my recent friends, Irina, she’s having a birthday get together at OPA which is this Greek place.. We’re going to this Cuban restaurant for drinks and dancing, it’s going to be fun.

We agreed on Black cocktail dresses and I’ve gotta get some stilettos.

I’m looking forward to more moments.

Memories.

Fun and irreplaceable times.

Good people, good times.

Different sceneries.

Being ambitious, vibing, and rediscovering the woman in me.