Teenage years
I’m acting like
I’m acting like I’m fierce enough for this and it’s killing me inside. I’m not insightful enough to know what to do, but I have survived this long by being brave. Being brave is a flexible experience and muscle. You can still be terrified when you’re showing your bravery in the face of injustice. In fact, that’s the most important time to be brave. When you’re scared shitless. When you know you’ll still get that punch. It’s a muscle you have to grow. It’s painful and you get sore but it is how you keep going. I grew mine from a brutal seed that required too much to produce even a single leaf. Is my dysphoria from my trauma? Why can’t I watch Love and Death without reverting to a childlike state where I relive my deepest nightmares? Why does the world showcase such beauty in the face of gravity defying agony and horror? The beauty grew from that horror. That’s why I feel beautiful. But I am not talking about American Beauty.
Melissa IngoldsbyPublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsJust a Little Fever
It started innocently enough – just a little fever. The kind that makes you think a good night's sleep and a few over-the-counter pills will fix everything. Little did I know that this seemingly insignificant fever would unravel into a series of events that would reshape my perspective on life.
Nexus NarratorPublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsWhy I Want To Run Away
After my mind discovered what depression was, it felt like every emotion got erased from me. I didn't know how to be happy or express my feelings after I was slowly treating my depression. I felt as if I had more feelings when I was depressed, but I never quite knew how to express those feelings. 𝑰 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕. I felt like I needed to re-centre myself. I always felt like there was another way to take responsibility for my happiness. A way to avoid and escape from the disruptions.
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As a young girl, I often wondered what the standard of beauty was. Growing up in a black Nigerian household, it was hard not to wonder that. And this is my tale of self-acceptance in the face of unrealistic beauty standards.
ThePenArtistePublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsAnnoying habits - if you don't stop doing that I'm going to scream!
The rhythmic tapping echoed through the room, a relentless assault on my sanity. It was a sound so innocuous yet increasingly infuriating, like a water droplet persistently hitting the same spot. I sat at my desk, trying to focus on the spreadsheet in front of me, but the tapping invaded my concentration, demanding acknowledgment.
Nexus NarratorPublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsCan All Hope Be Lost When Trying to Get Your Ex Back?
Introduction When a relationship ends, it's natural to feel a sense of loss and wonder if there is any hope for reconciliation. Many people find themselves asking questions like "I miss my ex, does he miss me?" or "Does my ex still love me?" The emotional turmoil can make it difficult to see clearly and determine whether all hope is truly lost. In this article, we will explore the complexities of trying to get an ex back and provide insights on how to assess whether it's time to move on or if there is still a chance for reconciliation.
JulienPublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsIdentity
The Prompt Explore a moment in your life where you grappled with your concept of identity. The music is "Identity" y X-Ray Spex fronted by the sadly missed Poly Styrene.
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This is not a typical essay on weight loss. I am not a typical person. Don’t expect recipes for darling cupcakes made of cauliflower and kale. I am stubborn, smart aleky, protective, immature, sincere, intelligent, intuitive, and sometimes a pain to be around. You should learn from my mistakes. Also understand I am NOT a physician and have NO medical background whatsoever. You should always check with your doctor before you change anything in your life regarding your health, like skydiving or maybe having that weird mole checked out while you’re there.
Barb DukemanPublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsBuy your freedom
The reason you are working a 9–5 job is to buy your freedom. I have already discussed in a previous article why humans are so interested in freedom. It's important for you to understand that ultimately what you want out of your job is to get your freedom. As long as you don't earn while you sleep, you are constantly trying to buy that freedom. Definitely, you might love your job and what you do but after working the same thing for a decade or two, it gets tiring, especially when you are forced to show up every morning to ensure that things don't crash.
real JemaPublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsVerses of Resilience
In the tapestry of human experience, there exists a thread woven with the delicate fibers of love, and at times, this thread finds itself frayed, torn, and unraveled. A broken heart, a universal emblem of emotional struggle, becomes the canvas upon which the resilience of the human spirit is painted. In the symphony of life, heartbreak composes its own movements, each note resonating with the echoes of pain and the promise of healing.
Spark to ShinePublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsThe Prophetic Dreams: A Journey Through Time
Title: The Prophetic Dreams: A Journey Through Time As a ten-year-old, I found myself immersed in a world of dreams each night, vivid and realistic as if they were unfolding before my eyes. A curious fact, which I failed to fully appreciate until years later had a revelation. Back then, I never wrote down my night visions in my diary, relying on the advice of a certain person who claimed that transcribing dreams could make them come true. Little did I know that this suggestion would manifest itself in the most unexpected way, five years down the road.
Tia MatPublished 6 months ago in ConfessionsHow To Date Any Girl
Introduction: Dating is an intricate dance of emotions, communication, and connection. While the idea of "dating any girl" may seem like a quest for a magical formula, it's essential to approach relationships with authenticity and respect. Instead of focusing on a one-size-fits-all approach, let's delve into the fundamental principles that can help individuals foster genuine connections and build meaningful relationships.
Jyothi ReddyPublished 6 months ago in Confessions