Dating
Unveiling of the Soul
once again, my heart is ripped from my chest. I’m made to look stupid and reliant on this person who completely disregards my feelings, emotions, thoughts. why am I crying about it? Because I can’t believe that a human being can be this heartless. this cold. this insensitive. I feel so deceived, but why am I shocked. i feel so lied to, but isn’t that always the case. I hoped for changed. I was excited for change. I dreamt of a change. For some reason I actually believed in the small, close to impossible chance of a change. A change that would shift everything. Instead, I got what I asked for. I’ve been looking for reason after reason to walk away. I’ve tried and have been unsuccessful. I have recited speeches, and endless lines on what I would say. I have created emotionally vulnerable voice memos in hopes of being able to put all the emotions, energy and vulnerability into the phone, only to never have to deal with it again. Hoping that in some way the phone could swallow up and absorb all of my emotions that are so deeply tied into this situation. That somehow the phone could suck away the hurt, betrayal and lies from within me so I could be free of it all once and for all. Somehow I could put all of this into an item that could be separated from my heart so I could heal and move on. Why does it hurt so bad, you may ask? Because to love and not be loved in return is by far the worse pain of all. To love so deeply and feel nothing but the continuous brutal stabbing of your beating heart, the same one you continue to put into this dead situation - that’s utter pain. it’s unfair. it’s exhausting. it’s…. what words can I even use. I feel like a shell of a shell. My heart pounds, what do I say upon arrival? do I say anything? do I express the pain that eats me up inside? do I act like the shell i have become when it pertains to this situation?
Dom DeePublished about a year ago in ConfessionsAn Open Letter to the New Girl
I see you, I see the strong independent woman who loves life and is so happy just to be alive. I also see who you will be in a few short years after he is done with you. I see this because I was you.
Corinna AlexanderPublished about a year ago in ConfessionsWhy You Shouldn't Have a Crush
Many people get their first crush in elementary or middle school. You first notice the girl sitting next to you in class. She is dressed really nicely today. Her hair is pinned up with a few strands framing her face. She always helps you with your classwork or homework when you get stuck on a question. In the downtime of class, she shares her book with you and lets you read with her. Over time, she becomes the highlight of your day. Every day you come in, you hope she did too, just so you can see her. The thought puts a smile on your face.
Jordan HorterPublished about a year ago in ConfessionsHow to Keep Your Girlfriend Happy?
A relationship lasts on trust and love for each other. Adversity may come about through love. Therefore, it is the duty of the two to be careful so that the relationship is not ruined. Of course, the boys have to fulfill more responsibilities to maintain the relationship! But they have nothing to worry about. You don't have to know rocket science to have a good relationship with a girlfriend. Just follow some smart methods. Let's talk about some secret ways to keep your girlfriend happy.
Mehedi Hasan ShawonPublished about a year ago in Confessions
Love letter
when can you honestly say that someone truly does love you. When someone tells you, showers you with gifts, or actions?I believe actions speak louder than words and, think I can honestly say that he loves me. I never believed he did based on my fears of rejection and insecurities. From these last few weeks when I was on the brink of letting this go he went along and showed me. I do not know why these events have been the one to show me, but he has really stepped up and showed me that he does love me. I have never felt so loved in my life. He is not one to express how he feels too much , but love is a feeling caused by actions. I fell in love for just the fact we connected in a wonderfully beautiful way, and kinda just went along with it loving unconditionally we have had our ups and downs at our ups I loved him and at our downs I loved, hated and, missed him all at the same time. Weather we were up, or down I would have been there for him no matter what if he needed me. No matter what happens I hope he knows I got him. He can count on me no matter how fucking mad I am at him. The biggest thing I learned is never love unconditionally if ur going to lose love for yourself and I was close but I am so happy I did not give up on this love. Falling in love is the greatest part for a lot of people, personally I love the part after the turmoil, because the fact that you got through it together loving each other still. Makes you love each other even more. The fact that this man would stick by me and do anything to make sure I was ok. This is my favorite. I think because it takes a lot of forgiveness for each other and ourselves. That when someone forgives you it makes you see how much your presence is really loved and appreciated, right next to them. Forgiveness, gratitude, and love are such powerful feelings they can make things for the better happen. Becoming a dynamic powerful manifesting duo. Creating beautiful music to this time and space. Creating a family, a business, anything created to contribute to the beauty of life. I do not know what exactly hit me in the head to realize this man loves me, I am so happy it did. I had a feeling that if I stuck it out it would be worth it, and he pushed the envelope a bit, but that’s just him I love even that about him. I have many flaws and I am so grateful he accepts and appreciates me for me, well at least I hope he does. He stuck around so that has got to say it all. I do not know what bug crawled in my butt to motivate me to write this . But baby if you are reading this I want to let you know I love your everything that makes you.I appreciate everything you do for me and the rest of the world. I am grateful you took a chance on me. Because The odds were slim of making it out with me.I was unhealed, lost, and no purpose(well no worthy purpose) until you came into my life. So for this baby I want to tell you again and again how much I absolutely love you and hope you can be a presence in my life no matter what title we give it. Again I thank you. Love always baby.
aysha valenzuelaPublished about a year ago in Confessions
Please, Let Me Go
Even though the night was still young, I was already incredibly drunk. Trying to drown the anger, fear, and pain radiating inside of me with cheap tequila and wine coolers. Earlier that day, I had felt so hollow, my emotions echoing inside of me. But their echos became louder and louder, instead of fading like normal echoing would. Normal...why had my life been so very abnormal? Why couldn’t I be like a regular person, a person who doesn’t so consistently make horrible and self-deprecating choices over, and over, and OVER again. Maybe I deserved this...that hours ago, my request for a protective order against my recent ex-boyfriend was denied. After all, I was the one who chose to stay with him for so long, through all the abuse, lies, and constantly being taken advantage of.
Bre AndiPublished about a year ago in Confessions
Self care
It’s happening! As time approaches I’ve been pondering on whether or not to wait longer for me to continue taking care of myself without him, but my conclusion is I can’t do that.
TestPublished about a year ago in ConfessionsHow to Make Your Girlfriend Want to Have Sex With You
So, as a boyfriend do you want to have sex with your girlfriend? But how to convince her? Do you want to have more sex with your girlfriend when you have sex with her for the first time? One thing is clear, the girlfriend should not be forced to have sex. This can ruin the relationship. But if you can gain her trust, you don't have to use force to have sex. Attract her, make her interested in sex, and convince her that you are the right person for her. Read the following methods carefully so that you can have sex with your girlfriend easily.
Mehedi Hasan ShawonPublished about a year ago in ConfessionsTop 7 Ways to Love Your Girlfriend
When two boys and girls fall in love, their feelings and language change. This is a great feeling. It’s hard for you if she doesn’t know about your love, then you have to put in a few more activities to make her feel about you. If she doesn't know how much you love her, you may not get her in life. How to express your love to a girl? Here are the top 7 ways to love your girlfriend.
Mehedi Hasan ShawonPublished about a year ago in Confessions6 Easy Ways to Make Her Sexually Excited
Every love relationship has an ultimate aspiration. And this is to have a lot of sex with the people you love, to enjoy some exciting moments. Women want it too. The more you can satisfy her sexually, the more she will accept. But maybe she doesn't show extra sexual addiction to you out of shame.
Mehedi Hasan ShawonPublished about a year ago in ConfessionsMy 8 Husbands: How I Went From Being Single to Married Eight Times!
Let’s just say, my dating life has been a little different. But hey, that’s why we get to call it a life! As an unconventional woman in a conventional world, I found myself desperate for love and marriage at a young age. So much so that—while still being in high school—I married someone. Eight times! Let me explain… When the average person hears about my unusual marriage experiences, they often assume I must have been “catfished” or victimized by some evil character out there with sinister intentions. However, nothing could be further from the truth. You see, after marrying my high school sweetheart and divorcing him two years later (yep, you read that right), I was cautious as I entered the dating world again… But also eager to find my forever partner sooner rather than later. Thus began my journey of finding eight husbands – each one teaching me important lessons about love and life along the way:
Liesbeth MokoenaPublished about a year ago in Confessions
No Dice?
Did my brother just answer that? He’s in town and apparently wanted us all to go bowling which I enjoy doing even though I’m terrible, but, it’s fine.
TestPublished about a year ago in Confessions
