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Lost Love

My Journey Through Heartbreak and Depression

By Umar ShaukatPublished about a year ago 3 min read
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I met the girl of my dreams in 2019 at college. She was smart, beautiful, and had a smile that could light up a room. We started out as friends, but soon enough, we realized that there was something special between us. We began dating, and our relationship flourished from there. We went on dates to cafes, restaurants, and even picnics in the park. Everything was going so well, and we were both so in love.

After we graduated from college, we both applied to the same university and were thrilled when we found out we were accepted into the same program. We were excited to continue our studies together and were looking forward to making new memories at university. On the first day of classes, we had so much fun together, and I was convinced that we were going to have the best time ever.

But things took a turn for the worse. Suddenly, she started to ignore me, and I couldn't understand why. I tried to talk to her, but she seemed distant and cold. Then one day, she told me that she needed space and that we should break up. I was shocked and heartbroken. I couldn't believe that the girl I loved so much had suddenly decided to end our relationship.

I was devastated, and every day, I begged her to stay in my life. I wrote her long paragraphs, telling her how much I loved her and how much I missed her. But she didn't respond, and I was left feeling more alone and helpless than ever before. I sank into a deep depression, and I cried myself to sleep every night. I couldn't imagine a life without her, and I prayed to God that she would come back to me.

I waited for months, hoping that she would change her mind, but nothing happened. Then one day, her friend came to me and told me that she had been seeing someone else for the past four months. She showed me a picture of my ex-girlfriend with her new boyfriend, and my heart shattered into a million pieces. I was so hurt and angry, and I felt like she had betrayed me in the worst way possible.

I confronted her and poured my heart out to her, but she didn't seem to care. She had already moved on with someone else, and I was left alone to pick up the pieces of my broken heart. I stopped talking to her and cut off all contact, but I couldn't stop thinking about her. I missed her so much that it hurt, and I couldn't imagine ever finding someone else who could make me feel the way she did.

Then, in my darkest moment, I tried to take my own life. But somehow, I survived, and that experience changed me forever. I realized that I needed to focus on myself and work on becoming the best version of me that I could be. I started to focus on my career and worked hard to build a successful career in digital marketing and video creation. It wasn't easy, and there were times when I wanted to give up, but I knew that I had to keep going.

Today, I'm in a much better place than I was before. I'm still healing from the pain of my past relationship, but I'm also excited about what the future holds. I still miss her, and there are times when I wish things had turned out differently, but I know that I have to let go and move on. I'm ready to escape the matrix and create a new life for myself, one where I'm happy and fulfilled.

In conclusion, my story is one of heartbreak, pain, and healing. It's a story of how I lost the love of my life but found the strength to keep going. It's a story

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Umar Shaukat

Passionate writer sharing stories on current events and personal anecdotes. Thank you for reading my content and supporting me on Vocal.media!

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