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Homeless in Rome

She waited for a healing—and watched it unravel into something that hurt even more.

By Violet HamiltonPublished 5 months ago • Updated 5 months ago • 4 min read

They told themselves they were camping.

Not homeless.

Not abandoned.

Not surviving something that didn’t have a name yet.

“Camping,” Sally said, soft and steady, like the word itself could build walls around them.

“We are not camping,” Cassie replied, already too sharp for eleven. “Camping has marshmallows. And tents. And bathrooms that are still bad—but not this bad.”

“We have stars,” Sally said, gesturing to the Roman sky like she owned it.

“We also have pigeons,” Charlie added, clutching her plastic bag. “And they’re looking at me like I’m a sandwich.”

“That’s because you’re holding a sandwich,” Cassie said.

Sally clapped once, gentle.

“Focus. This is an adventure.”

She didn’t say: because we have nowhere else to go.

She didn’t say: because I trusted the wrong man.

She didn’t say: because my body is quietly betraying me.

Morning came smelling like espresso and possibility.

They had neither.

But Sally had something else.

Faith.

The kind that doesn’t ask permission to exist.

“First—we blend in,” she said, brushing dust from Charlie’s sleeve.

“With who?” Cassie asked. “My shoe squeaks. It literally announces poverty.”

Squeak.

Charlie nodded. “Maybe she’s a polite mouse.”

Cassie didn’t laugh.

Sally smiled anyway.

“Second—we see everything.”

“That’s not how rent works.”

Sally paused.

“It might be how miracles work.”

At the Colosseum:

“Gladiators,” Sally read. “Survival.”

Cassie crossed her arms. “People fought here.”

Sally nodded.

“And now we fight for breakfast.”

Sally pressed her chest like she’d been hit.

“Same spirit.”

At the Trevi Fountain:

“What if you don’t have a coin?” Cassie asked.

Sally smiled.

“Then you give God what you do have.”

She mimed the throw.

Eyes closed.

Please… just let me hold it together one more day.

Charlie threw hers harder.

“I want a sandwich that’s not suspicious.”

Cassie whispered hers.

“A job.”

The fountain roared.

Unmoved.

“Well,” Sally said lightly, “miracles are not instant coffee.”

Inside the Pantheon—

light fell like intention.

“It’s a hole,” Charlie said.

“It’s engineering,” Cassie corrected.

Sally looked up.

Her voice soft.

“It’s hope. A place where light refuses to be shut out.”

She pressed her hand briefly to her side—

just for a second.

Just enough for the audience to notice.

No one else did.

The bakery.

The risk.

The quiet dignity of asking.

“I told her we’re writing a book about Rome,” Sally said, handing them pastries.

“We are not writing a book.”

“We might be.”

Then softer:

“I told her you were extraordinary.”

Cassie frowned. “At what?”

Sally met her eyes.

“Surviving me.”

That night—

Charlie: “Today was good.”

Cassie: “Parts of it.”

Sally pulled them close.

“Tomorrow we try again.”

“Try what?”

Sally looked at them—really looked.

“Everything.”

She closed her eyes for just a moment.

Breathing through something deeper than exhaustion.

The girls didn’t notice.

The audience did.

FLASH MEMORY

A small table.

Soft light.

Strawberries and cream.

Deon across from her.

Careless. Late. Certain he still had time.

“You always pick simple things,” he said.

Sally smiled.

“Simple is where God hides His loudest blessings.”

She tasted slowly.

Like she was memorizing it.

“You’ll see,” Deon said. “I’m going to fix everything.”

Sally looked at him—

not angry.

Not hopeful.

Just… aware.

“You always promise after the damage is done.”

PRESENT – COURTROOM

Deon’s voice breaks under the weight of truth.

“I didn’t know… I didn’t know they were out there like that—”

“You didn’t look.”

Sally stands.

And suddenly—

she is not fragile.

She is not tired.

She is formidable.

“What the fuck, man?”

Silence snaps tight.

“You never protected me like you protected her.”

Deon freezes.

“You explained things to her. You made space for her. You considered her.”

A step closer.

“I had to survive you.”

From the back—

Wallet’s voice cuts in:

“Now she thinks this is normal.”

Sharp. undeniable.

“You trained her to accept neglect. So now pain feels like love.”

Sally exhales.

And something shifts.

Not anger.

Not grief.

Authority.

“I learned something out there,” she says quietly.

“That God shows up where people don’t.”

Silence deepens.

“I thanked Him when we had nothing.”

Her voice steadies.

“When we were hungry.”

“When we were invisible.”

“When everything said I should break…”

She pauses.

A flicker of pain crosses her face—

quick.

Gone.

“I didn’t.”

Charlie whispers:

“Mom… are we still an adventure?”

Sally drops to her knees, pulling her close.

“Always.”

Cassie, softer now:

“Even this?”

Sally nods.

“Especially this.”

She looks at Deon.

Not with anger.

Not even with sadness.

Just truth.

“You thought love was a big gesture.”

A beat.

“It was never the trip.”

Her voice lowers.

“It was the showing up.”

Deon has nothing left.

Because now—

he sees her.

But too late to matter.

And somewhere in his mind—

a table.

A quiet night.

Strawberries and cream.

A woman savoring something small—

like she already knew

it wouldn’t last.

Sally sits again.

Calm.

Composed.

Unshaken.

Her daughters lean into her.

The world sees strength.

Only the audience sees—

the way her hand rests, just slightly,

against her side.

Family

About the Creator

Violet Hamilton

Harlem born. Author of Shark Weak. Wrote multiple Award-Winning Cast and Crew screenplay "What If" and "Trickster." Educated. World traveler. I now reside in Long Island, New York. I adore writing. It's the only time I get to play God.

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    Written by Violet Hamilton