A Love Lost

It was the middle of May and she had finally worked up the courage to try dating again. After many years believing she was better off alone. She had this urge in her to find someone that could make her feel whole or push her the be the best version of herself. It was a good thought. Until, she found someone wasn't who he had said he was.

Lily met up with Jasper at her local restaurant. The conversation was good and she feared she was too boring. But, he stayed the whole time and went to her place to have a few more drinks. He expressed to her he wanted to be intimate and gave her a hug. Instantly she thought will that was easy. Then, all at once he shoves his face into Lillies and starts taking off her clothes. She couldn't think and let him. He then whispered in her ear to lay down. She wanted to believe he was one of the gentle and kind guys. He thrusted her immediately and told her in her ear. I been wanting to sleep with you the moment I saw you. After it was over. She was in disbelief. She had thought it was going to be slow date after date. Then he would share an intimate time with her. One where she is enjoying it also. One where they could connect on a level of love. He gathered his things kissed her and left. She couldn't sleep that night. Feeling ashamed for letting someone in and being taking advantage of.

The next day she acted like nothing wrong happened texted him "Good morning" and went about her day. He asked to see her again only this time in a motel. She sat in disbelief. She couldn't believe that a man just wanted one thing from her. Her whole life she felt this way and she was right. At least that's what she thought. She thought about it and decided to take the offer.

That day they met in a motel down the street. It wasn't a nice motel and she began to feel infuriated. She was able to mask her emotion with a smile.

He went to buy drinks and she texted her best friend. She had yet to tell her what was going on. How she met someone so disgustingly wrong for her. She wanted advice. Her friend told her to get out of there. "He could be a serial killer" she replied. "I want revenge" said Lily. She had five minutes to think of something good. Should I just leave or should I destroy the motel and make him pay for the damage she thought and thought.

Then, it hit her. She wanted him to pay for taking her dreams away from her. She wanted him to hurt. So, she called the police and told them she was just raped. She wanted him to end up in jail and feel betrayed. She went into the bathroom and did everything she could to make it seem that way. She gave herself bruises everywhere. He came back while she was in the bathroom. She stood in there till the police came.

They came about ten minutes later. At first he didn't answer the door questioning her at the bathroom door. "Why are there people knock at the door?" "Who is it"? "Did you invite anyone over?" She started to scream for help. The police men got the manager to open the door and grabbed Jasper who made her feel so hopeless she showed no remorse for him when he looked her in the eye with anger.