Yesterday, I held a knife to my own neck screaming for God to stop me Just to test him or maybe just to test myself Could I do it?
By Sophie James7 years ago in Poets
I can watch time pass in such a literal sense, you'd think I wasn't normal Just like everybody else I can feel their eyes pierce my presence, I can feel them looking with such pity, they'd drown in a sorrow that isn't theirs
Sometimes i wonder how this path i took with deceived me It showed me colorful branches and echoed whispers that, at the time, made me numb to reality
Death is all around us, where is the silence? a little windy out, and closer, some violence A lady with a baby, third floor; just across my window
Just when i started to admire the silence, she takes that from me as well. I gave her control so long ago but yet, she still drags my mind heavily into my own temptations, my mistakes that i tried so hard to avoid.
Most of the time, i miss her, i dream of her Her innocence, the purity, and yet still so naive i remember When her focus was driven wildly only brought forth by her determination that was fierce
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