Erin Dillard
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How I was Taught, Love
Chapter 1: Meeting refreshingly different guy in brutally numbing Psychology It was crazy and on paper probably insane and inconceivable to someone else; I never thought I could love someone right away only after the second day of meeting them and without even being innocently friends with them that long. It was funny because I had no intention of trying to have another boyfriend when I first started my first year of college, I was soo tired of the unecessary drama I had to deal with in high school, I was burned by so many guys in high schools also just made bad choices dating two bad guys in high school who ended up just screwing me over for invalid reasonings they created in their head. I just was so excited to be done with high school and soo thankful I did not have to deal with people who want to just put you down just to put you down just so they have something giggle at for the day and just because you irk them because you are different than them. I was happy to move on from some of the pain from relationships with guys I lived through in high school and just simply start focusing and cracking down in college and starting an exciting since it was a new environment no longer the same at times petty environment that is high school and onto a new chapter in my life. We ended up having Psychology 1o1 together. I was late coming in, it was soo embarassaing. So I tried to just sit down and basically disappear, especially from the guy. I for some reason even though I tried to pretend like I didn't, noticed him right away; he was dressed differently than everyone in the class and just had mannerisms and gave off this attitude like he was like, fuck everyone in here, I don't need these people, fuck this class kind of vibe. I for some reason am just naturally drawn to and instantly intrigued by people like that. He had in a five-panel bucket hat and a really decorative patterned button t-shirt which I thought was just loud enough but not too flashy or abnoxious and crisp looking, just how my favorite type of guys I am pretty damn into and how some of the coolest guys I ever met but never got the chance to date (you know what I'm talking about ladies) those guys...girls, you meet in high school?) dress! I never even really though he would ever talk, especially considering the attitude and the "fuck everyone, don't talk to me" demeanor he gave off. Our teacher was really sweet, but I could not stand her high pitched Valley girl voice and I looked over to him I could tell he was just so not down to be there at all and I just thought in my head damn he must be so annoyed about her voice, this must be bothering him so much, this is the most painful voice I have had to sit through hearing in my life. Towards the end of class, our pushy teacher wanted us to all make an attempt to interact with our classmates and form study groups, so at the end of class when there was people moving around the room talking to each other; since he was literally only the next desk column down from and two or one desk(s) away from me we both ended up talking to each other, and I just told him this sucks we have to share numbers and he was like, yea this sucks, I don't even want to talk to anyone or have no desire to associate with anyone in this class, I'm not going to form a study group. and I replied yea I don't want to form a study group, I don't think I am going to ask anyone else for their number either. He wrote down his number in my notebook, was thrilled in a way he seemed really interesting and it kinda felt like a blessing getting the crazy lucky-ass chance of getting his number when I didn't even think we would ever have a chance of sitting anywhere near each other at all the first day of class nor expecting us to really meet or talk the entire semester
By Erin Dillard3 years ago in Humans