We all have a love language. It is what our significant other can do to speak volumes to our heart and soul. It is what makes our heart pound, our smile widen, and our butterflies to flutter in our stomach. It is what is conveyed in every love story and rom-com. Sometimes others share certain words, metaphorically, that is in our dictionary. So through my list of what really brightens my day and warms my soul, you may find something that you want in your life. It takes time to find what language you hear the loudest, but never be afraid to ask if someone is willing to learn some of your words. You will have to learn theirs too, because after all love is two people with enough desire in each other that the compromises seem like a walk in the park. Well enough of this metaphor crap, for now, here are the things that speak volumes to me.
All I want is to be happy, but that’s all anyone really wants, isn’t it?
Staring at the ceiling, in the dark, listening to breathing, I can’t feel my arms or legs. Honestly I can’t feel anything in between except the deep pain in my chest that can only be linked to the anxiety that fuels my depression. Am I good enough? For who? Does he love me? Or even care about me? I’m sure if I could just reach his phone I could skim through to find those answers... No. I don’t want to become the girls I can’t stand nor do I want to rely on invading his privacy to make me feel like this is a relationship. Is it though? We started off on fire, passion that burned so bright! Did the flame burn out? Already?