In My Mind
In my mind, I see you. I see the bright smile during a thunderstorm that interrupted a rainy day. The clouds, dark and furious, only wanting to create destruction- That’s how everyone saw them. You saw them as a generous fountain, only wanting to quench the thirst of the lives down below. “You’re perfect,” I thought to myself. Seems cliche given the fact that I just got one glimpse of you. One glimpse. Two hearts. Your vibrance radiates something within me. You don’t tell me your secrets but your heart shows them to me. You’re quiet. Given the fact that your body was your first language, but you learned how to speak. You learned and listened. Anything would catch you, without a given pitch. The sounds of your voice when you needed a more detailed figure of explanation, was soft and comforting.The days are shorter now. A routine but yet a built up emotional gain was brought on upon us. Neither one of us could go a second without thinking about the other. Everyday was a movie. The beginning of waking up and reading the words of your heart. Rising up to the bright sun, beaming down on the only one who causes such action. Our demise was our passion for each other. Going further and further. Climaxing to the top, where our days felt slowled and reverb. Falling down to you wasn’t so hard. You are my queen. You are the one that makes the action. Then finishes it off with more words and a night time conversation. We are young. Laid back was an observation worth seeing, guiding me along the way was curiosity and temptation. You are a temptation. Looking at you was gracefully having intercourse on a warm, and star lit night. Seeking those who want more, your eyes tell stories beyond what most can think of. I love it when you get passionate about something. The keys of your voice, playing spiritual music of love and confinement wasn’t oblivious to me at all. Happiness was building more and more, and that was the only feeling I knew. You are feelings. I’m shaking hands with your love and not letting go. A kid in a candy store for the very first time, getting the chance to pick any kind of candy they wanted. That was me. I was granted your honor in astonishing ways, that I could never imagine. Let the clock roll on and on, we can not stop it. Enjoy it. Our love was solid. Too hard to break through, we made ways. Created pathways that the time could follow. So time followed. Surviving was on fears shoulders for so many years between you and I. Surviving wasn’t living, but living was surviving when time was backed up. New ways were approached by us. We handed down our love to time and it ran away with it. Our seeds we left behind in the dirt. Springing to life everyday. Their names are sacred to our hearts and souls. Kept with the plan to stay together. We are one. A great numerous gain in our lives. More and more of us were here. Three, three, three. That number was our favorite number. Life had no brakes. We are left. The eldest in the room, we still had us. Us and us, since those days. Those days we had bright ones. They were high. Now they’re coming down upon us. We still had each other, draped in the soil of success and legacy, we had it. I cried when I lost. I cried when I knew. The only one who knew. Taking a piece from my heart, those thieves. They took you. I lost you. Memories drown in my tears. They can swim now. It’s dark amongst the stars tonight. I’m drifting towards life's opposite side. I feel alone by you now. Then I realize life can play this game too. Make one, take one. They took you.