You are a dream I can’t see

In my search of finding that one true love, I broke my heart alot. Sometimes I would curse myself that why do I fall in love so easily with anyone I like to the point that I get obsessed with them. But now as I get older I realize I’m just a hopeless romantic who is looking for that love, warmth and care that she never got.

And yet here I am again falling for someone I shouldn’t even dream about. I feel like he has always been with me or within me all this time. I look at him and I see myself. I can’t stop thinking about him even though I hardly know him and yet I feel like I have known him for centuries.

I don’t know what this is but after all these heart breaks I don’t trust my heart. So even though my heart yearns to be with you I can’t let it break again. I can’t let myself feel disappointed, hopeless and stupid again.

You are the dream I always had, always will but will never see it come to life.