A Conservation With My Readers

I hold my laptop and open a blank Word document, thinking about what to write. No ideas were coming into my mind. Maybe it's because I am still recovering from the two times I fell in Istanbul. My body is healing but my mind is still feels a little slow. So I thought, instead of forcing a topic, why not simply chat with my friend readers today?

Hello to my sweets and caring readers. I always try my best to comeup with original and meaningful ideas, something that might change someone's live in positive way. But the truth is that, I never sit down with a perfect idea. My stories doesn't start with planning or outlines. They come from the real life ... from the daily routine, from the small moments that happen without warning, somewhere in those ordinary moments, a story suddenly click in my mind, and I start typin before the idea disappears.

I don't write everything in one go. When the idea blooms, I immediately preserve it in my laptop. Sometimes no story comes at all. Those are the days when the life brings a twist, and my mind feels blocked. When that happens, I go back to my daily routine and look for special moments. Yes..special moments.... you can say moments of hapiness, sadness, confusion and even silence. If something stands out,I save it right away. These little moments become my stories.

I have written many pieces this way. Most of them were written within a day or two of the events happening. There is special excitement when you write immediately, you can capture your emotions clearly before they fade or change.

This time , I feel like doing something different.

After eid, I travelled to Istanbul with Pegasus Airlines. On my way to the Stansted Airport and even inside the airport, I took photos. My plan was simple: I want to write about my journey. A few days after reaching Istanbul, I started writing because memories were still fresh. I felt excited capturing every moment.....the sight, the feelings,the atmosphere. When my story about Istanbul was published, I felt realy happy.

But the luck was not with me. The trip was not perfect. I had few bad days, some misunderstandings and the worst part I felt twice near the Blue Mosque and Topkapi Palace. Both falls happened on the same day and that day was also my flight back to the home. I was travelling solo, which made the situation even harder. The ground was uneven, the shock was painful, and for a moment, I just sat there trying to undertsand what had happened. fter my twice fell, which was really bad I didn’t give up. Instead of going back to the hotel by tram. I decided to visit the Topkai Palace from inside. So I bought ticket and slowly explore the rooms, including the appartment of Sultan's mother

Maybe all of you are thining that is she crazy, The reason was very simple and strong I was giving treat to myself as birthday gift because yesterday was my birthday and I thought how aboout I give treat to myself.

As all of you know that accident won’t tell you that they are coming for you. I bought a ticket for Topkai Palace, enjoyed some time with pain and return to the hotel by tram. I realised that i had two more nights booked, but I decided to return home early. The pain was too much and I felt it was safer to go home than stay alone in the hotel.

When I landed back in the Stansted Airport, I travelled by train from the airport to my place

My husband was waiting for me. After reaching home, I finally told him about my fall.

A few days later,despite everything,we celebrate our daughter's 21st birthday. I captured every moments on my laptop, and the good think is that story is already published.

So, here I am again, sitting with my laptop, not knowing what to write. And some how this become the story.

Thankyou for taking the time to read my story. I write from real life. The small routines, unexpected moments and quiet emotions that shape our days.This piece wasn't planned. Sometimes life takes turn, and the words follow their own. I hope this story reminds you that even difficult moments can become meaningful when we choose to capture them. Your support means more than you know

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