I want to be a motorcycle mechanic.

Hello there. I am so self inspired to become a Harley, Kawasaki, Honda, and BMW mechanic for motorcycles. I think that would be cool, I cannot wait to get my ducks in a row, Self doubt needs to step off real shit. I need to stop doing impulse buys. I need to downsize my stuff. I plan to sell some goodies on E-bay, and or local via offer up. I plan to use thread up and make some Uber fare. I have a nice variety of new clothes in good condition. I am just waiting for my thread up box or bag therefore I can thread up baby and get that Uber fare! I would love to be a motorcycle mechanic doing it big making my own hours, training others while I do the dash as a dasher, and work for Uber or Lyft. I just need my financial situation to be much richer, and worth while so when I get my needs met I would still have plenty of money left over to bless myself, or just hoard money. I need to get richer screw being poor it sucks.

I just want to be successful. I feel like I deserve it. What a dream right, I guess it always pay of to dream big right? I dream huge all of the time and I enjoy it when I have sweeter than wet dreams of my american dream coming true, and driving around being a successful responsible driver, and not getting into any accidents or having incidents happen that are. . . what you would say is a close call and makes you afraid to ever attempt to drive again, like for instance, one time I tried to drive myself and my roommate Jim Beam home because he was out of it, I buckled up in the drivers seat and was all excited then I jumped the curb and thank God I hit the brakes just in the perfect nick of time, then I traded places with him I got back into the passengers side seat, and him into the drivers seat. When we got home I had a big sad cry as if I was traumatized, and indeed I was, So my roommate Jim and Natalie did their best to console me. I was bawling so hard I was heart broken that I did not succeed at driving that day. But thank the higher power that I hit the brakes in the nick of time and no one became injured or expired because of me being an inexperienced driver. It was very traumatic for me, I still have flashbacks of the event that happened that day. I am terrified to drive or even apply myself to drivers education school. I am terrified that if I practice driving again it will be much worse than ever. I am terrified of getting behind the wheel I probably never will try again on my life and my kids! I am so scared, I wish I could drive! I would hope I would do way better on a trike Harley Davidson or a trike Kawasaki. I would damn sure get my temps and go to school for motorcycle type shit and then practice like a mother. I think it would be easier for me like operating an ATV four wheeler. I think I will go for the motorcycle type of driving instead of a regular motor vehicle. I would love to own a Kawasaki or Harley trike for my grown, and sexy ass ride that bitch really good then take my boy friend for a fucking ride, hell yes! Hit the sweet spot tonight!!