Zara's Letter

He didnt know what was going to happen when he chose to pen this

He felt he had to say something but there was no perfect timing

He didn't understand the reason behind his heart's pounding

His mouth sealed so he decided to put it to writing

I want you to know that he prays for you

He feels the hurt when he hears what you've been through

He wishes he could bundle up the pain, put a smile back on that face

He wishes he could transmit warmth back into that embrace

He would be lying if he said his emotions towards you weren't real too

He knew it would generate monsters that would come back to haunt you

You had enough on your plate, hungry while mouthful

He lacked enough self control to see the whole process through

Sometimes he feels he contributed to the pain that you shoulder

He may not have pulled the trigger but he was the gun powder

He showed his love in a seed that grew a dying flower

He even tried to plant the right seed but obssessed by his plower

But he really thinks you are amazing , heart as beautiful as you are

He is hoping you learn to see yourself the way he does

He is sorry that you think you aren't deserving of true love

Clenching to the hope that you would one day have a relationship with Jesus

He is aware of the days when you feel like you are of no worth

But i promise you, when it comes to cheering you up, he doesn't give up

He does love you and nothing is ever going to change that

He wouldn't change what you share, a link in a chain stack

Should that road come to an end some day, hopefully no pain's stacked

But atleast you know you occupied a space in his heart's chambers

Zara, he hopes you never forget who you are or give it up for anyone

He hopes you understand there is no regret in the plough, course is run.