I promise to give you a life you never thought of,
Cutting wisdom in your heart in hopes to bleed love down your spine,
My future is bright and
I’m just glad I’m here today.
I can’t call her my past when she stands beside me
I’m never looking back, because she is always looking without me.
So I have these talks with my future
I often tell him
“Go on, Be happy and live this life without me”
I need my future safe, he is the reason that I even live today,
And see my past is a secure love that doesn’t fail
Since I fear the unknown and my hate, jealousy, lust, and spitefulness is the only thing i can be sure of,
While I battle this thing out
I try to keep my future positive.
See he is still tender, youthful and I say again he is
The reason that I live
But that energy that keeps connecting me to my past is the reason I exist
The reason no slurs are on my tongue that even a death man can hear,
More soul than the blind can see,
See without her regardless there is no me
Sometimes I fight my past to tell her everything will be okay
But see she doesn’t see my future, because her future rest inside of me.
I ask them both
“What do you want of me?”
But then a voice in my head say
“YOUR REASONS ARE FOR THEIR REASONS, THE REASONS FOR FINDING THE YOU, INSIDE OF ME”!