Your Mother's Grief

November's full moon is known to be the beginning of the end, they said.

It was also the day of your sister's birthday but your mother was not happy but oh so sad.

Two days before marked a year you have been gone.

How can He believe that your family and friends should move on.

Five hours after you bought your new car and only 19 years old.

Please don't tell this is your story to be told.

Your mother's grief is so hurtful to see.

Meet me in my dreams and tell me how to help her be.

Be the mother and wife we all admire and have known her to always be.

Her thoughts are some times fearful, I can say honestly.

Meet me in my dreams to help guide her to see.

I've learned to play in my dreams, oh I can't for you to see.

My manifestations and intentions all come from within,

And after I laid my head down the REM stage kicked in.

I'm standing at the park with my son and your mother.

You stepped out of the tent with your chest puffed out like no other.

The ten year old self that I remember you to be forever.

I ran to hug you as so did my son.

The warmth of your felt made me less likely to run.

I touch the peach felt face of my nephew I so dearly missed.

Then I looked at my son and gave both of you a kiss.

I moved aside and said "go hug your mom, it will make her day."

But in my soul I wish that you would stay.

Then I woke up and I cried that you were gone.

It's like I missed another good bye, a so long.

Your mother's grief was gone in my dreams.

That's when I knew your message clearly and seen.

I'll give your mother affirmations for all of her tomorrows.

And let her know your presence is here so don't dwell on the sorrows.

Come visit me in my dreams, I know I say that often.

But I know your mom deserves it as her last vision was you in a coffin.

My baby I know your spirit will forever live on.

Please help your mom believe, show her a sign, a feather or a fawn.

I'll continue to teach her all about your energy.

That it is here to get her through anything.

They say the full moon comes every 29.5 days.

Lets set up another time, for us all to come play.