I’m doing worse than you think I am .
The truth is we are all trying to escape the same pain
The truth is I blame you
The men in my life are sh_
You started this cycle
The truth is you led me on this road to insanity
The truth is I’ve been quite for way to long
The truth is I made several plans to try and end you in my head
The truth is the love you give is only to make you feel good
I don't want your fake love anymore
The truth is one of us is going to snap one day
The truth is I don't want your pitty
The truth is you push people away from you
The truth is my toxic behavior stems from you
The truth is I am stuck in your toxic space
The truth is I could leave right now and not know how to build myself up, just on a hope that one day I will
The truth is we both know I am not brave enough to total leave
The truth is that you love the fact that I own nothing, so you can keep me under your control
The truth is I'm not mentally strong enough to focus on my goals
The truth is I don't have it in me to snap out of these insane thoughts
“I’m trigger…You need to stay out of my way” - Jhené Aiko
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