You'll Never Know

You won't hear me

Unless you listen close

I speak in riddles

The little things; the little things

That are read between the lines

That's who I am

I am just as much of the moon as I am the sun

And I am tired of hearing that I'm not

I am the wolf and the pack

But I cannot exist without the stars to guide me

Watching my scarred skin crack under the pressure

And wishing more could be done

But I was given the gift of life

And no matter the battle

No matter how many times skin splits and bones break

I will win

We will win

Everything has a reason

Sometimes one has to be their own

Sometimes we find them in someone else

But it always comes back to...

being aware

And with being aware

I am constantly thought bound

I am constantly absorbing information

I am constantly building bridges

Connecting two places that never knew the other existed

But you'll never know

I hide who I am because you'll never understand

I am one in a million

You'll never understand

I'm one

I'm a million

I'm not who you think I am

I'm not who you think I am

You think I am

But you'll never know;