you aren’t that special
You aren’t even that smart
You made me think you were smart when we first met
You spouted out facts from a history lesson so
You lied to me.
You can’t count(I can’t count on you)
You can’t even tell the difference between an atom and a half life
You don’t know anything worth knowing
You can’t even make dinner in the
Right order
why
Can’t
you
Be
Normal
And
stop being so weird.(you aren’t a teenager anymore)
Stop writing.
Stop writing.
Stop.
You can’t just think about characters all
Day long.
Live your life!
Live your life!
Think about life!
You aren’t a writer.
You aren’t anything.
You can’t even pay a bill,
Delete your profile.
Stop playing the victim.
“Stop torturing me
With your inadequacies”
!!!!!!!!!
You aren’t.
You can’t.
You really are not that creative.
Stop dreaming.
People just say they like your stuff.
It’s not good.
It’s just… what is it you are even trying to say? I don’t get it.
Hurry up!
Hurry up!
Don’t you know how I see you in my mind?
Don’t you see that you create my pain?
Don’t you see
You aren’t
What I wanted?
Stop.
Full stop.
You can’t make it all romance.
It’s not true. Your life
Has nothing in it to suggest
Pain.
You aren’t.
Stop.
Don’t talk about how the stars make gold,
Because I
Know
It’s for your stupid story.
Don’t.
And stop.
But all my
Doubt is stopped by my hand
Full stop.
If I don’t write, I don’t breathe.
If I don’t,
I’m not.
But I am.
About the Creator
Melissa Ingoldsby
I am a published author on Patheos.
I am Bexley is published by Resurgence Novels here.
The Half Paper Moon is available on Golden Storyline Books for Kindle.
My novella Carnivorous is to be published by Eukalypto soon! Coming soon
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