Worthless/Useful

I'm dead inside.I'm just like Hannah.But to you, also like her.I'm someone who doesn't matter.I almost drive and crash I wish my life would do thatTake off with excitementThan wholeheartedly crashMy friends don't noticeThe pain I feelBut if they could see itIt's not like they could healI feel worthless where I should feelusefulI feel saddened where happinessshould beIf this is how it feels to slowly dieThen life should be over for meThis bleach blond hair To make me stand outEven though I wanna blend inIn High School life you can never winIn Liberty High it's like playing slots.I am the loser at the game who everyone points outIt makes my stomach and heart feel tied up in knots.My name is Alex Standall, don't worry, I survive the gunshot.