Alex is not drunk but is staring at me.
asks how the D word is and I say
dick?
and he says
depression.
I tell him my poetry loses its wishing-well shine
when I’m too happy. that I haven’t written in months.
he says you better invite me to the wedding.
He brushes my leg and is awkward teenager
blushing
I do not tell him I did not love him but
it was close.
that maybe it will be like this always.
that I hope he learns sleep and chasing spring in
a decked-out old van. sunburnt ears. wading all
the way in.
I have two years of I’m sorry and I’m so happy
you’re happy welled up in tired eyes and so I say
goodnight
and mean
thank you for teaching me love.
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