Why did this happen?

It's too late to understand one thing

I have won because I have lost

I will celebrate Bird's Day this year

It seems that I have talked to the nearer forest

I thought I will never remain happy without you

I thought the only reason for separation is to become active

But nothing works for me

I found myself in the dark desert

Where one side of the body belongs to the dawn and the other to the night

I get into the contradictions

Why did this happen?

I walked away from you to relive the pain and sadness

But I found myself indulging in the darkness

I got to know that sadness does not belong from home but from the inside where you reside

I could not express my feelings that is why I am writing to relieve the heart