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Where is My -

What's going on?

By Amber FiercePublished 2 years ago • 1 min read
Where is My -
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INTRO:

I can't seem to un-bare my teeth.

I can't seem to retract me claws back into me.

I can't seem to soften my eyes.

Why does it always become a fight?

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CHORUS:

What's going on with me?

What's wrong with me?

Got bags under my eyes.

I can't seem to speak without it being a fight.

It's really not you. It's really truly me.

What's going on with me?

What's wrong with me?

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VERSE 1:

Been diagnosed with BPD.

I can't seem to understand me.

I feel like I can't stop being mean.

Where's my patience, where's my kind?

Where's my love, where's my mind?

Where is my - Empathy?

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CHORUS:

What's going on with me?

What's wrong with me?

Got bags under my eyes.

I can't seem to speak without it being a fight.

It's really not you. It's really truly me.

What's going on with me?

What's wrong with me?

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VERSE 2:

Been diagnosed with C-PTSD

I can't seem to keep up with me.

I feel like I have to stay awake to stop all the dreams.

Where's my give, where's my service?

Where's my help, where's my courteous?

Where is my - selflessness

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CHORUS:

What's going on with me?

What's wrong with me?

Got bags under my eyes.

I can't seem to speak without it being a fight.

It's really not you. It's really truly me.

What's going on with me?

What's wrong with me?

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VERSE 3:

Been diagnosed with anxiety.

I can't seem to sit with me.

I feel like I can't breath.

Where's my calm, where's my stay?

Where's my joy, where's my play?

Where is my - brave.

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CHORUS:

What's going on with me?

What's wrong with me?

Got bags under my eyes.

I can't seem to speak without it being a fight.

It's really not you. It's really truly me.

What's going on with me?

What's wrong with me

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OUTRO:

Where did it go? Where did I go? Hello?

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Thanks so much for reading!

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About the Creator

Amber Fierce

I'm a writer and author. My works is in the supernatural, and paranormal branches of horror fiction. I also do narrations, book reviews, travel journal, animation, a variety of poetry, and monologues. https://amber-fierce.ghost.io

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