Where do my emotions stand?

Smiles engraved,

Sadness erased.

At every jovial scene, I gazed,

For happiness, I craved.

My heart beats faster.

When happiness am I after?

I look bright and filled with laughter.

All I see is a gleeful gesture.

But when dark surrounds me,

There comes nothing but sadness around me.

A dull black face is found on me;

All I see is negativity around me.

Am I happy or sad?

Can you tell me, what's wrong with your daughter oh! my dad?

I smile from the lips,

But leak out from my tear glands.

Tell me how to describe the condition where I stand.

Writer: Eiman Asif