Where am I
I walked through the doors
Of a challenge unknown
In hopes that I soon would learn
How to balance like a ballerina spinning on the very top of her toe
How to connect the fabrics of time and to watch them unfold naturally
Draping over mountaintops and stitched with love
I see the clock on the wall and it moves against the norm
Completely backwards
However this time it feels as if I am actually moving forward
Battling the demons that cradle me to sleep
Conquering the emotions that leave me awake for days
Releasing the substances that chain me into the believe that I am not good enough
The places that I once feared are the places that I find rest and solitude
Some things were lost, others taken
It is said that in order to gain you must first lose
So maybe to gain knowledge you first have to lose your mind
Where you spin in circles like the hat of a mad hatter
Bonkers and insane
Flamboyant and covered in the most vibrant feathers
The colors of my soul have changed like the crisp autumn breeze
However the reflection in the mirror isn't the same
I no longer recognize the person I see but now I have never felt more alive
I may not be where my dreams wish to take me but I am happy
And I can now say that I have tried
I have walked through the doors to where I'll be in the dark
Following the light of my intuition and spending my nights in front of the glowing stones
I have no idea where I am or where it is that I will go
But I will continue to try
With all of my might
Determined and destined that I will find where it is that my tribe may be
About the Creator
Kayton Hickenlooper
I write to clear my mind. To get out of the fog of daily confusion. An artist by heart. To live, laugh, and grow.
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