When It's Over
What happen's After the Parade
Whirlwinds of chaos uplift
Precious, painful, passionate
Raw, so raw
Two souls unearthed, for just a moment in time
Me and him. Him and I,
Pulsating hearts intertwine
Hungry bodies, wanting, needing.
The world looked different
Kaleidescope of vivid colours,
Feelings electrified
Aliveness.
A fire burning in him, in me.
Together we radiate
Burning energy collided
Our parade, our party, our story
Belonging only to us
And just like that
It's gone
It's over.
Our party, parade and story suddenly ceased
Alone.
Just me. No him. No us
So much silence. Deafening silence
My bed empty. My walls colourless.
Feeling heavy. Heartbroken. Lost
Disorientated.
Uncertain of my place in the world
Pulsating pain
Overwhelming sadness
Grief
The world feeling so desolate
Empty. Broken
Fleeting moments
Parades of love and connection
Parties of happiness and joy
They end.
Not lasting forever
Not meant too
Me and him, him and I were not meant to be
This after party more like a wake
I'm saying goodbye, way too soon
Not ready. Not prepared
Starting over seems terrifying
Apprehensive to navigate it alone
Fear and nervous tension consuming me
Eating into every cell of my being
The world is different today
It's over. Our party is over
The parade of love, of promise, of hope
It's gone.
Now there's just me, alone in the world
But... it has always been just me
Before the chaos. Before the party of him and I
Could it be that the world has remained the same?
Beautifully unchanged
The sun is still glinting majestically through the clouds
People are still living their life.
Starting or ending their own party
Perhaps it's just me who has changed
My inner world shifting
My beliefs about the external world dampened
Like a wound it will heal
It will be messy and maybe it will weep and reopen
But it will heal
I will heal
I will be invited to more parties
I will be front and centre in my own parade
It will be a different parade
Because I will be a different person
But the world will remain the same
Natural. Flowing
Like the tide
And I will find my place
It will be stunning
Captivating
A perfect mess of imperfection
Cuts, bruises and scrapes
Getting up. Showing up
Yes I will find my place
Nurtured from within
About the Creator
Michelle schafer
Mum of 2 incredible humans. Holistic counsellor and coach. Continuing my passion to write and writing my first book. Always unapologetically me.
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