Stupid girl, you should've known better
With each step you pushed different levers
Just to find less than a even a full reason to hope
Just to hold on for moment and find a way to cope
And you should've known better than to think otherwise
He told you quite clearly how he sees you through his eyes
And yet you still fight and hold on to each moment
Of momentary light and care and focus
And you understand it's a useless effort
Yet each moment you try to do better
Better how? You're not sure
But maybe it could change your future
Stupid girl, you're so niave
You should've always known he'd leave
Why you didn't prepare, I'm quite unsure
Maybe you thought the intention was pure
Maybe you hoped to be enough this time
Instead of just another chapter in someone's life.
You can't make it make sense and you don't have to
Just follow his lead and take the cues
If you're talking, shut up
If you're crying just stop
If you're depressed turn it off
You're not worthy of love
I don't understand how you could ever believe
That it doesn't matter, he's still going to leave
Despite even the one drop of hope
You're just a stupid girl trying to cope
Face reality and fall in line
Understand he doesn't want you in his life
Not in the way you want him in yours
Or even how you wished it could've been before
Stupid girl, don't you know, you're not worth the time
You'll pick yourself up and won't show a sign
You'll laugh and you'll smile but it's all pretend
You know no one will stay til the end
It's time to learn to face the world alone
Even if it shatters you to let some things go
Meant to be a book, not just a chapter
Stupid girl, you were never really what he was after
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