When Did i Become that?

I once had a smile,

I once cried in laughter,

I once held my chest in joy,

I once was this.

I now frown,

I now cry in sorrow,

I now hold my chest in pain,

I am now that.

I once had a dream,

I once light up talking about dreams,

I once thought i could change the world,

I once was this.

When did i stop dreaming?

When did i start believing in impossibilities of my dreams?

When did the world change me?

When did i become that?