What Was.

Close my eyes inhale exhale I’m absorbed into my world where no one knows my name:

Physically immune while the affects were greater than that of the eye,

I’d cut watching it flow out dripping while the hurt didn’t exist yet the blood persist,

A fire lit burning from the inside tie me up squeeze hard

See, I do not feel

All the hurt I’ve held made my sensory go plain,

I smile looking up past you waiting for the pain that never seems to register with my brain

Or so I thought . . .

Addicted to his enslaving flavor,

His tone the way he’d make me moan

It all revived me,

Helping wake from the sleep walker I once was

I wanted to take him daily like a drug,

See all the times he’d enter me would feel like a hug

Reminding me of what was,

He didn’t know what I was capable of

While I slowly thought I was falling in-love with every kiss and every glance

He too got caught up in a romance,

Synced into that moment swallowing each-others powers

Mmm that taste I’d still like to devour!

Yes, I’m drifting from what use to be but I still get caught

missing my da-da-da-___