What's Going On?

What if I gave you all of me? Would you ground me? Would you drown me? Would you ever doubt me? Would you want to be around me? Do you think I would still be fighting? Would you have ever stopped trying? Would I still be here crying? Always on the brink of that which is great. Will we ever find the time to truly appreciate? No we watch as it disintegrates. All the goodness of this love is lost. I give you a piece of my soul. See it once was a diamond now its turned back to coal. Never again will it sparkle and shine. Running in circles inside of my mind. Thats whats going on.