What if We Forget the Ending

I don't remember waking up for the first time

maybe that means it hasn't happened

my every moment has been just practice

I want to get it right

make every mistake

so I learn every lesson

and understand every situation

damn even enlightened me is a perfectionist

what if I don't remember dying

maybe that's how we get ghosts

they just forget their last moment

they can't make it right

they don't even know their stuck

for all, they know heaven is watching over their loved ones

until their loved ones are watching with them

damn does that make believing in ghosts a type of faith