
I’ve got
Fears of what I’ve done to you
Wish I could make it up to you
I’m Grateful I still wake to you
Though I ain’t in the best of moods
If I could go back I’d still choose
You
Hear me out
I gotta get this off my chest
Even though lately I’ve been stressed
That’s no real reason to treat you as I have
Cause you’re better than than the other men I’ve had
You’re always steady
Patiently waiting for me to smile
And I try for you
But by my anguish I’m consumed
You say I’m strong
But I guess my steel ain’t stainless
Cause I’m covered in em
Your soul has me sum like glue
attached with it
But I can’t help that mentally I feel attacked
It’s so sad to think
What if I never got you in the first place?
If maybe this was the last time I saw your face
I’d regret these moments
But I don’t know where I’m going
I just keep wishing I could rewind and skip forward all the same
At night in my sleep I scream your name
I need you around
Only In you do I feel no pain
I’m lower than ground
I’m only alive the moments we touch
Please stick around
I only hope you haven’t gotten enough of these war sounds
About the Creator
Jessica King Mhoon
A newly married mother of three intelligent children from Alabama who centers her work in love, life and living a more positive life with mental health issues in order to reach, uplift and relate to those who resonate with her work.
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