Waiting Room

I could feel his

Energy from a town

Away.

And so he messaged-

I feel like hopping town.

12:45am hits,

knocks

Fly in louder-

Reminding me

Why it didn’t work

And also how I love him so.

Future passions,

Get mistaken,

By alcoholism...

For medicine.

Withdrawal so bad

He sent a letter

To the everclear

King.

I couldn’t imagine the

Sting.

Almost as unbearable

As the tincture I find

Missing

With 350ml of 189% ...

Gone.

Fine.

Cool.

Ok not cool.

I’ll give the moment time

To answer.

He does

I feel my exhales heighten

As my inhales drop

And I question to call

An ambulance for myself

Or for him.

Molded to the iPhone

Daunting 3 numbers

Feel heavy on my ear...

Maybe his.

I can only predict how time

Could turn south;

Had Ginkgo made its

way to fatality?

All he wanted was to lie down,

A meeting with the floor

Only issue is

I’m not letting you sleep-

I saw your white face.

And as transporter 1

Pulled away,

I felt power gravitate to my

Bike.

Seeking something

for him and myself.

Oh how I love you so.

I do not know what I can do.

How can I love you so.

39 mins ago they said

You left 30 minutes ago.

They were trying to be good for you.

Didn’t you know?

But Better than I,

I suppose.

Oh just GO

Go find yourself.

I’ll let you be.

If you really must be free -just know;

My door swings wide

So whenever come through -

And he...

Shall forever know,

I just wanted him

to be safe

In the best way I knew -

I love you...

You’re free- just go.

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