Victory in Loathing

Pleasantries at 2:15 in the morning

Something to look up to

Something to look down upon

Raving and jabbering.

Thinking about my girly friend

“The girl I see more than the rest”

A perfect example of California loving:

A weird series of events.

Never thought I’d be kept by anyone

Especially not her

Not that she’s bad

She’s rather lovely

I fucked her brains out a couple of nights ago

And I got mine too

But last night we didn’t have much time

And she got much farther than I got

Not her fault

And not mine really

I honestly hate condoms.

I really fucking hate those things.

Makes a tiger feel like a Siamese cat

Makes me feel like a dirty cheater

Even tho I haven’t cheated on

my new found girly friend

But she’s not exactly my type

I am a rock musician by trade

So I’ll fuck any girl with two legs and a mouth

But she’s not my style,

Even though she is.

It’s the strangest of conundrums

I’m currently wearing an old flames hair tie on my left hand

A symbol that means a lot to me

But I’m using it to think about my new girly friend

I guess none of this matters

The old flame won’t stick around

And I’ll have to “break up” with my new girly friend

Eventually

But not right now

I deserve some comfort

And some steady sex

Next time I’ll get us both where we need to go.

Cat Stevens

Break a window

While I break a leg

Gonna perform later tonight

A song that I’ve been working on for a while

Wish me luck.