Undeserving

After a few conversations

& a few contemplations

I have come to a realization

That I am Undeserving due to hesitation

As my own reflection

Has become a poor imitation

Of a man that I held in my imagination

So I receive no satisfaction

Among my accomplishments, only complications

Because I can’t live up to the expectations

That is set by the relations

Of My Mind & Heart so there is no gratification

Only a Blurred Vision between the 3 of us that has become an augmentation

But even as we build a succession

That will soon create its own reputation

… I can’t help but still feel Undeserving